illusion

2009-06-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

2009-06-22T23:58:00.002+08:00

Am super tempted to change blog. :( But I will lose my past posts, though I don't think I really care anyway.

Down with a little sore throat, as usual. Always start with this when I'm about to fall sick. AM I HAVING H1N1?! I can feel that the fever is coming up soon. OMG, am I paraniod or what. For that, I'm gonna swallow honey to prevent myself from falling sick. I cannot afford to take leave anymore because my money is depleting. :( Fish, Pris and I are alllllll broke.

So, I am now thinking if I should work till next tues (which is the end of month) instead of this coming friday. Doing some math, 2 more days of work can earn me 100 bucks which can cover my ZARA expenses. ZARA SALES COMING UP! Me and Fish have already pre book each other after work on Thurs.
Eh, that girl is flying off to uk, I'm just being nice by spending her last GSS with her okkkk. :) :) :) Is not that I really want to go shopping lor.

SLEEP EARLY tonight, to stop myself from falling sick!

2009-06-21T23:36:00.005+08:00

OMG LEE SWEE LIANG, THIS IS FOR YOU MAN.

HAHAHA. Okay, I actually went fb to search for your profile to get that address and thennnnnn, i typed in ZACH in the search bar. This is the results shown. LOOK AT THE ONE BELOW U.

I laughed like shit. Seriously, you shouldn't discriminate the name Jace.

2009-06-21T23:17:00.009+08:00

YAY! WE MET UP AGAIN! :D Good news, because CHINCHILLA is back and black from camdobia! :) Got to meet up with her soon.
Brought the guys to shop around and they were totally sianed, but we didn't care. I spent money again, GSS is killing me but I still do love GSS. ;) Went to eat fish and co and I barely ate half the fish. Then off went sl the ZACH to zouk again. If he tells me that "clubbing is not the in thing" again, I'm gonna whack him. HAHA. Congrats to his successful appeal to NTU biz too! We will be schoolmate in another TWO YEARS'TIME. :D

2009-06-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

I feel happy. :) Retail therapy and a mail made my day! No more worries for now.

Really have to thank quite a number of people, for being there. Like always.
Fred fred, who were there to talk to me during working hours. Really made me feel better.
Prissy hpy, who were there to hear me rant.
Darren koh, who bear with my emo-ness.
Jasminnnnn, who encouraged me regardless of whichever decision I made.
Ryan, who allow me to disturb him whenever I need people to talk to.
Yuen, who always ask me not to think about it and move on.
Yuan, who were there to talk sense into me.
Ming hui, for helping me by asking his army friends. HAHA.
Yvette, for her care and concern.
Qianying, to assure me that I have made the right choice.

AND NOW ITS OVER! YAY. :D :D :D

2009-06-15T01:17:00.002+08:00

WAH I FEEL SO HAPPY.

I randomly put a picture as my dp. andddddddddd........

XINMIN. says:
omg
XINMIN. says:
your hair look super long
XINMIN. says:
in your dp
XINMIN. says:
WHY

٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶"♥٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶" says:
WHY UR HAIR LOOK SOOO LONG
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶"♥٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶" says:
OMG
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶"♥٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶" says:
WHY!
٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶"♥٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶" says:
u go extendz.1.!>!>?!?!

That's pris btw. Her nick is full of cutezxzxzxzx stuff.
YAY
MY HAIR LONG LIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOZZZZZZZZ

2009-06-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

Some things are predestined. I think, I have to believe in this.

Finally swimming session with Fish, though we spent most of our time gossiping while tanning at the same time than swimming. HAHA, but I still enjoyed myself really much. :) That girl is really flying off to uk in august and I better start digesting that fact.

Had dim sum ( YAY), shopped a bit and watched Ghost of girlfriends past. Nice show! :) The ending was really sweet lah.

Met Dong and Yulan. Had Kenny Roger for dinner and went to find Fengyi and Junmin and IT fair. It was really crowded man. And the girls were busy attending to the customers that we barely have the chance to talk to them. ): Nvm, meeting up with that mushroom head next week for dinner yo!

Okay, off to sleep. Not forgetting that I have to travel to work myself tmr. OH MAN!

2009-06-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

I bought a new lappie, but the lappie is driving me nuts. Oh man! Stupid thing, that cannot be connected to my wireless. Grrrrrr. Because of that, I tried solving it for like few hours please. Supposed to watch my show and eat B&J. Look what is the time now!!! 12.40 lah!

And the worse thing is, the problem hasn't solved yet.

2 more weeks of work and I'm freee! :)
Eli, Rach, Nicole and Fiona last day today. No more morning rides anymore, means I got to take 30 for one hour ride. No more group lunch.. and I will be working with Yuen for another 2 days only. Sigh.

Okay, I'm sleepy.......

2009-06-07T23:43:00.004+08:00

Happy weekend! :D

Finally met up with fish on Saturday! :) Went to eat Korean food at Far East, and sort of caught up on each other's lives. That monster is so going to UK la omg. I am so going to miss her like zillion times. ): Better write to me I tell you.

Went to watch Blood after that! Eh, I think the show is not bad, but the blood is really fake. Anyhow, I still screamed. -.-

Shopped around and attempted to find some clothes for myself. Well, GSS season man. My little blue will be busy again. This means that I actually have to work moreeeeeee, to stock up vitamin M. ):

Spent the entire Sunday with Yuen. SING K!!!!!!!!! :D But somehow, both of us didn't sound as good as the last time we went. Heh, totally miss singing. :) Got to have more of K sessions in the future. Yay!
I WANT K SESSION WITH 18/07 TOO! Totally miss that bunch of monsters, singing and rah-ing in the room.

TOMORROW NEED TO WORK AGAIN.

2009-06-04T13:33:00.002+08:00

May was no better. Yucks!

Like I said, I hate life as much as it hates me. :)
And so, we can hate each other for nuts.

I'm going to quit my job sooooon, to have a short honeymoon before uni starts. I need retail therapy, seriously. Life hasn't been good at all. Rahhhhhhh. D:

Okay, shall not complain anymore anymore anymore!

I randomly feel like using my livejournal, since it has been created like ages ago to view people's livej, so might as well just use it. It's getting a little boring here................. ):

2009-06-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

Has been so long since I last updated. I'm back from genting! Singapore is really way to hot, it's like burning man. ): Didn't really buy anything other than food. Gah, back to work tomorrow...... Life is sooooo boring, especially when there isn't anything which allow me to look forward to anymore.

Missed Fish and Randy's celebration on Saturday because I couldn't rush back in time. Supposedly thought that I could reach Singapore at around 7 plus and so I will rush to tri's house, but tooooo bad. Really miss them many many. Didn't see them for sooooo long, especially fengyi, qianying and the guys.

Everyone is going different route. I thought that Uni will be the best part of my education, since there are only 3 unis, and most of your friends will be in the same school as you. But, I was wrong. I chose a different one. The one in which most of my friends wouldn't want to go.

And I'm so going to miss fishhhhhh, she's going overseas. )))): We bought her some winter wear and hope she likes it!

Life is unpredictable. This is how it turned out to be.

2009-05-24T00:48:00.004+08:00

Exaggerating, indeed.
For so long, close to a month, I still can't make up my mind. Many would think that I am thinking too much, because they are just two schools with the same course. But simply because, I would never be satisfied with my final decision-whichever. This is the only reason why, I am being swayed to and fro and this is never going to end.

A change in myself.
A more flexible curriculum.
Interesting projects.
More internship and SEP opportunities.
Corporate environment.
Project works and soft skills.
Short distance from home.
Course name.

Comfortable environment.
Friends.
Campus.
School brand name.
Familiar teaching style.
Wide range of electives.
Curriculum with greater emphasis on biz modules.
Lower cost.

Only those who are in the same position as me, can really understand how irritating this can be.
7 more days. :)

2009-05-17T01:04:00.002+08:00

I tried to think of the future, to accept everything that comes. I motivated myself and hence allowing dreams to dwell upon me again. How can everything be possible, when someone who are close to you hasn't been very encouraging? When all were just scornful remarks, telling you that you do not worth as much? The only drive, has become a thorn in the heart.

2009-05-10T22:49:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow need to work again! ))))): Permanent staff get to take leave and still get their pay but of course there is no such thing for temp staff like us. And I really need to make my uni choice soon, very very soon. The worst thing is that I am not leaning towards any one of them. It's really 50:50 I would say.
My cousins, Maria, Jas think that I should go SMU.
Classmates and Pris think that I should go NUS.
Parents think that THEY ARE BOTH THE SAME.

Today is the last korean lesson. Quite sad because I have made a few friends in the class and now its the last day already. Son Saeng Nim brought a few of us to the korean restaurant at Tanjong Pagar. Tried many many different food, it's really nice and reasonable pricing too. But so sad I forgot to bring my camera along to get some pics.

And mother's day with my mum not home, is like any other Sunday. But well, we celebrated yesterday as a whole family of 20+ people. :) So, today she's out with other mothers, probably celebrating in their happiest way possible.

It's 11 !! I can still remember what happened on Friday. It's really damn fast mannnnn. Oh and talking about Friday, I almost screamed on the bus. ALMOST. I was super happy that I found a way back to Bedok interchange by taking 30 and it takes like 1 hour which is somewhat faster than the MRT route which takes like 1h plus. I was going to have my driving lesson at 8 so was thinking of taking the fastest route so that I can reach on time. I dont know is it because of accident, or because Saturday was Vesak Day, or it's a every Friday thing, there was a TERRIBLE JAM. A supposedly one hour ride became a two hours one. ): I took the bus at 620 and expected the bus to reach at most 730. BUT it reached at 820 instead. I was late for my driving and I was in a super bad mood. Unpredictable I know but I wanted to kick the traffic ( though I don't know how ) and get the cars moving!! D:

So, always make your choice wisely! HAHA.

2009-05-06T23:57:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I really hate how things turned out. But I always tell myself -- this is life. :) It's so nice to get what you want. But you are just going to accept what you get.
Yes, my gp screwed me up. Of all, it HAS to be gp.

It may be a blessing in disguise....
a blessing in disguise.......
a blessing in disguise.........
a blessing in disguise............
a blessing in disguise.................
a blessing in disguise.......................

2009-05-04T08:50:00.000+08:00

Bye bye April, hello May. :)
I know May will be a better month. I hope.

2009-05-02T01:56:00.002+08:00

Happy night out with Ryan, Sweeliang and Zhiyuan. :)
Dined at NYDC and then we went to watch TAKEN, oh my god is a super nice show! And the daddy is sooooooo charismatic. :X The guys were like saying that this is the kind of show they like to watch, and not SHOPAHOLIC.

Went to hooters for its chicken wings after that, as requested by Chins. Ate a hell lot of chicken wings before heading to yellow jello (something like that) to chill.

Blah, different problems faced by each one of us, and we will have to deal with it. This is life after all. :)

2009-04-30T00:21:00.007+08:00

Reality checked. I have to learn to accept it and move on. It's not the end. I have learnt to face it, to swallow the fact and become stronger!

Yes, life is beautiful, because it does not always go your way.
The torturous 3 weeks have finally ended. After all, I did my best. Yes, I did.
For everything that happens, it happens for the best.
I no longer dream, no longer give myself hope and excuses, till a point in which I am disgusted of myself. It's time to wake up. I swear today will be the last day to be sad, the last day to hope and the last day to feel unjustified for whatever that has happened.
Because I'm worth much more, much more than this shit.
For those who think that this is crap, this is no big deal, that is because you have never wanted something as much.

And I SUPER DUPER LOVE MY PARENTS TO BITS. :D They are the best. <3

2009-04-28T13:51:00.005+08:00

I am so drained and sickly. Yucks, I can't wait for this period to pass. Probably, not everyone can be so smooth sailing. :)

Interview tomorrow AGAIN.
But this time I am not worried at all. I told myself its only for experience. I mean it's true, it is a bonus that I am shortlisted for NUS business scholarship. So, I have decided to give it a try since I very much would like to improve on my interview skill and the only way to achieve this is to go for more interviews.

Opportunities are for you to grab them! :)

2009-04-26T23:15:00.004+08:00

OMG I CANT WAIT. PRETTY!!

2009-04-26T22:19:00.005+08:00

Wahh! NUS really attracted me quite a bit. :) It has never crossed my mind that I would actually consider NUS business school but now I got to admit that it has become one of my choices! 5 emails and 2 smses, I have decided to go for that masterclass, since I may end up studying in NUS anyway. Met up with Zhiyuan at Habourfront, at 10 am supposedly. BUT, I was still waiting for train at 955. NOT because I am a pig but because I actually took the wrong side and went the pasir ris way instead of the Joo Koon one. -.- Yah, so I smsed to say that I would be late and guess what, that monster was in the LIFT. Omg lah. Worse than meeeeeeee. I don't know what's wrong with me. When I alighted at Outram to change to the purple line, I TOOK THE WRONG SIDE AGAIN! To punggol instead of Habourfront. ZZZ.

So, We met at around 1045? The thing starts at 11 by the way. :(
We decided to cab to NUS biz school since we were going to be late and we didn't know how to go. The taxi uncle only knows how to go to NUS but not the biz building, so he actually took some time. This means that the cab fare is higher. Finally, we managed to find the building and was about to pay the uncle.
Zy : Uncle, can pay by nets hor?
Uncle: Huh.. No nets machine.

*STUNNED*
WE GOT NOT ENOUGH CASH!!

Zhiyuan only got 3 bucks and I only got 1. OMG. We panicked and panicked, then the uncle was like "hmm nvm lah, just give me any amount that you all have."
SO NICE RIGHT!! :D:D:D Nice uncle. :) But we felt so paiseh.................

and yah we went on for the masterclass.
First thing, FREE TEE SHIRT LEH!! Okay lah, sound damn auntie here but quite cool what.
They actually have a seminar-like thing to let us get a feel of how the lesson is being conducted.
LUNCHEON was cool! It's like a banquet lay out with 10 people sitting together and waitress to serve drinks and clear plates. Then we took food and sat down to have some chat with the prof there and the students there. :) :) :)

Okay, am really attracted to NUS.
Firstly, I seriously don't think that their business school is like the lousiest among the 3 schools. Give them some time and I'm sure their accountancy course will be established too. Secondly, there is this double degree Acct and Econs coming up. So attractive please! They have exchange programmes and attachment too. New biz buiding setting up and the campus is really quite beautiful. The only thing which keeps me going is that it is not a direct honours course. Actually, I don't even mind their 4 years course because I realised that I love campus live after I have graduated. But NTU is more established, and it has always been the school that I wanted. NBS seems sooooo fun.

And it really got me confused when each school is trying to prove their worth. Going to NTU talks and all, their biz school is like so established and popular and nice and fun and blah blah blah, the list goes on. Many people also said that for biz and acct, should just go NTU. But NUS showed us the ranking and they are like better in most of the ranking and is accredited as well. After seeing it, I was like HUH how come it all seems like NUS is better? Yah, some people may say that they will of course choose those better ranked ones to show us. And some will say ALL THE SCHOOLS ARE THE SAME, just depending on where you want to go. TRUE ALSO.

BUT aiyar, don't need to think so much. Maybe NTU doesn't even want me. So, I would have left with one choice. TAADAAH.

2009-04-20T23:19:00.005+08:00

Two thumbs up for qianying's post on interview. I can't agree more. Sourcing out the underlying passion in just ten to fifteen minutes is indeed easier said than done. But what's more can they do. Well, this is at least better than accepting anyone just because they have a pretty slip of A level results, without evening questioning their passion, their purposes in that area. Prospect or passion? One can be 100 times more passionate in a particular area as compared to many others, but who will truly appreciate their passion and their longing to become what they want to be. Another can get in easily using their grades or perhaps, their eloquent nature to bring them through the interview. And so again, do they even have the passion? No one will be bothered to find out anyway.

if you haven't received news, it either means your app is still being processed or you're being passed on to your second choice.

2009-04-17T22:04:00.005+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

is all I want to say from yesterday and today.
I need to rant, but not here.
Anyone wanna lend a listening ear? HAHA.

2009-04-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

I swear I'm not going to use my little blue for the rest of this month. :) No more shopping for me. SENTOSA INSTEAD! :D

Today work as usual. Me and Yuen are forever lame because we will talk to each other on msn everyday when we are just sitting beside each other. And so, I randomly mentioned that I'm so excited to go Sentosa again. No reply from her, which is totally unusual. Then, we went toilet.....

Yuen: ME TOO! So excited to go Sentosa!
Jiayi: Wahlao, you super lag lah. I told you that in msn, you now then say this. -.-
Y: Oh yah lah! Because Mrs Chua( our lady boss ) went into our office just now, then I saw her went in but didn't see her go out. I don't dare to open msn!!
J: HUH really meh. I never see her leh. She went into our room? I didnt hear her talk leh.
Y: Yah! She went in.. I think she packing the files in the cupboard. Wahlao, you sit first row leh, still never see.
J: Okay lor.. fine.

After toilet break, we went back into the room.
Y: Eh, Mrs Chua not there alr.
Jiayi started to doubt Yuen...........
So Jiayi went to ask Eli.
J: Eli Eli, just now mrs Chua got come in meh?
E: NO. NO LA.
Jiayi turned to Yuen,
J: Mrs chua never come in lah.
Yuen insisted that she did.
Jiayi went to ask fel.
Fel: huh.. mei you ah. dont have.

WTH YUEN, U ARE IMAGINING.
Fel and Eli and Jiayi ALL LAUGHHHHHHH and Fel said: MRS CHUA WENT IN TO PACK FILE YESTERDAY LA NOT TODAY.
omg yuen, seriously. U ARE SO LAG and hallucinate so much. -.- And not forgetting that you actually broke the paper dispenser in the toilet. The whole thing came off and u conviniently laid it IN THE SINK! Poor toilet auntie.... ):

2009-04-13T23:03:00.003+08:00

YAY! NO MORE INTERVIEWSSSSSSSS! :D BIG SMILEY!
(and look at this, I can't imagine I'm actually using orange. Please don't kill me, Jiemin. =P)

So, NTU interview went past just like that. Thanks for all the encouragements again friendsss. :) And thank my tour guide for ntu, Darren Koh, and tour guide for SMU Jasmin Tan Jiemin.

I'm glad that I'm going back to work tomorrow. Checked my bank account today and got a shocked. :X

This week is going to be a happening week. :D:D:D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA OH DAN QI! <3

2009-04-12T21:14:00.003+08:00

Hello, it's 9:14 p.m and I really hope that tomorrow can be over SOON! :D I hate to face it but I hope that it will be over. Oh no!

Talking to eli,
she was telling me that she went around looking for blogs that write on uni interviews. So, I asked her to help me find any ntu accountancy ones, was hoping to find some encouragement for myself.
And here goes,

* E(: // above all. says:
blog A:
ntu called me for an interview to get into accountancy but i screwed it

THANKS. Blah. ): SO DEMORALISING CAN. aiyoooo

OH AND YOU ARE SO WELCOME PRISSY! :D :D :D
This is quite funny.
Quote from pris' blog :

Chocolate ice cream, which jiayi tricked me by saying that she wanted to eat and asked me which flavour is good. LOL, obviously i pointed to the chocolate one. which is so clever cos they wrote exactly "chocolate ice cream" in the note they gave me! I'm so predictable! AND NO WONDER JIAYI SAY THAT SHE WANT TO GO VIVO CITY'S TOILET AND REFUSE TO GO TO HARBOUR FRONT CENTRE'S TOILET LA! So sly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There was this yeart they gotten me a GREEN BEAR when jiayi knew that I hate green lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. :((((((((So evil.

HAHAHA PRIS! NOW THEN YOU KNOW IM EVIL MEHHHHHHH! taadaah, LOVE YOU TOO! hugs. :)

2009-04-12T00:02:00.006+08:00

Maybe one day money will just drop from the sky, right in front of me, for me to pick them and head straight to Singtel retail to get this chio little thing. :) Omg, am totally in love with this.

Vitamin M please......?

2009-04-10T23:27:00.005+08:00

I actually hate today. Good Friday is not that good after all. :)

(except for the morning part though, beacause we passed prissy her present!)

The rest of today was crap. Of course not about the people I met. I was happy to meet up with Yuen and SL, beacause they are always spastic as usual.

But the weather was...... :/ Look at that spastic Yuen, seriously.

2009-04-09T22:19:00.005+08:00

Beloveds in hong kong! :D

gfsssss. :D

I am missing them alrrrrrrrdy. Hello beloveds. :)

2009-04-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

I swear I'm going to watch devil beside you again from the start! :D Probably after the whole interview thing. I'm very loyal okkkkkkkk. :) :) :)

2009-04-07T23:18:00.003+08:00

Good friends are those who will take the initiative to start a conversation.
Good friends are those who will keep the conversation going.
Good friends are those who will feel uneasy when they have not been meeting you for a period.
Good friends are those who will always update you about their attendance for gatherings.
Good friends will always reply you.
Good friends will always be there even after graduation.

So, who are you?

Sweet but empty talks are nothing.
No more expectations after a ten thousand million times.

So, do I still trust you?

Take people's words as a pinch of salt, will things get better?
Nah, it just crossed my mind. Somehow, we tend to overlooked things, we tend to think too much into things, we suspect and assume more than necessary, and we expect too much of people, no? Move on move on, easier said than done. But so far, I'm managing well enough. Keep that little sweet memory in that special compartment of your heart. Be just a little bit absent minded and forget all those that are meant to be forgotten. Get immuned to that little emotions that crossed your path everday and hopefully become numb, to reach the incredible state of life. *Applause!*

2009-04-06T22:16:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, a word of encouragement can really minimize your nervousness. I'm glad to have plenty of them. :)

Interview was alright I guess? Plenty of questions being asked but some were expected. One down and I hope for the best. One more and I will be free till August! No more anxiety yay.

2009-04-05T22:54:00.001+08:00

Hello. It's amazing because I'm sleeping at 11pm. :) Nights the entire universe.

2009-04-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

So I ended up with 2 blisters on my leg after that basketball match with Yuan, Sweeliang, Ryan and Fred. ): It's all ryan's fault because he insisted that I should play along. But I did enjoy myself lah. Haha.

Went back to TJ at around 5 plus for council campfire after Xinmin Sec homecoming with SL and Fred. Was supposed to do henna using my 10 dollars coupon. I was happily choosing and waiting for my turn to come, and yay finally so I just went to sit down and give the person my hand. Then halfway through the thing, I'm like "OH SHIT!". The person shocked, she thought she did wrongly. And I went, " OMG, cannot do alr. Sorry because I have interview on monday. I dont want to go with flowery hands." So, I offered the 10 bucks to them though they wanted to refund. It's my fault because I'm damn blur can. D:

So we cabbed down to TJ and meet Ryan. Had bball game first while waiting for the campfire to start. Yayness, cus saw seniors and 31st council. :) Talked some crap and Uni stuff. Stupid Ziko was like asking me if I want to stay in hostel. I'm like yessssssss. So he said that there are many things going on in hall. you know, like sex. LOL. But hall life fun what. :)))) Oh man, I seriously miss school life like mad mad mad.

Guess what, TMR IS MY INTERVIEW!! :D

2009-04-02T22:41:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow is friday, tomorrow is friday, tomorrow is friday people! :D
Am feeling really tired because of the long journey I guess. ): Everyday reach home at around 8 plus. But well, for the sake of money and my urge to shoppppppppp, I shall work! I didnt spend much since like one month ago ok. So proud of myself.

Have no appetite these few days. I think there is something wrong with my digestive system. HAHA. I think I can go without food for one whole day. ):
My mom is damn cute. She thought I am like too scared for the upcoming interviews, that's why I don't have the mood to eat. HAHA!! NOT SO SERIOUS LAH. -.-

Talked to Nicholas the XIANG GUANG just now. So long didn't talk to him already, though we coincidentally saw each other a few times. He was like so encouraging. (Hello, if you happened to read this, you are honourably mentioned in my blog okay!)

Oh and forgot to mention that Mr Tan is so nice lar.
On the 30th of March, I smsed him.
ME: "Mr Tan! I have submitted the essay, please help me send the appraisal. Deadline is 1st April. thankyouuu. :)"
HIM: "1st April? SO RUSH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!??!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!!"
ME: "huh really meh. omg, sorry. i thought quite fast. :x"
HIM: "well ok lah, for you we rushed :) "
Wah limfengyi, I think not bad, you can continue to let him stay at your house. Forget about all the others weird people living in your house alr. HAHA!

OK I AM REALLY SUPER SLEEPY! D:

2009-04-01T22:09:00.004+08:00

I''m feeling incredibly tired. ): maybe a bit emo, that's why. haha! I have started working like, again and somehow I realised that my working distance is getting futher and further. Got my first job at outram park, second at buona vista and now in clementi. Goodness. I always tell myself to get a nearer job everytime but it just got further and further. -.- One good thing is that I no longer have to squeeze with people in the mrt every morning alr! :D I can take eli's dad's car every morning and can sleep in the car. :)

Come to think of it, I must really really thank my friends!
First job thanks to Fish.
Second thanks to Mushroom for the application form and Fred for helping me bug the HR.
Third is Yuen.
Great friends around me, and how can I do without all of you?

Probably that's the reason why I am so dependent. There are always people to bring me around when I'm not sure of the directions. Always people there to help me out and encourage me when I'm facing problems. I'm so blessed, I know. But I really wish that I can be a little more independent too. I think I should start off by having better direction sense, so that I will not fear travelling alone.

Next Monday is SMU interview. I'm so hoping that this week can past slowly. But somehow, I want all these to pass quickly, get over and done with them. ): Ironic isn't it? I realised that I can't hide my worries and fear. HAHA. I'm so amused. :X

Found this randomly on blog.
"And then jiayi will start talking about accountancy and biz interviews and new updates on the brightsparks forum which we check out and analyse everyday and she'll start worrying away."

nimp. says:
tt is why u super scared
nimp. says:
as if ur life liek gonna to be ripped off from u

and Fish was saying that I'm stupid because she is trying to encourage but I remained unconvinced.

-WiNi -TJ [ CG 1807] the 31st!hope u r happie cos u make mi smile everyday! says:
im very very confident for u leh!
-WiNi -TJ [ CG 1807] the 31st!hope u r happie cos u make mi smile everyday! says:
hahahah
-WiNi -TJ [ CG 1807] the 31st!hope u r happie cos u make mi smile everyday! says:
i really think u can de
-WiNi -TJ [ CG 1807] the 31st!hope u r happie cos u make mi smile everyday! says:
must believe in urself n me!

hahha so sweet right.
:)
SO I GUESS I HAVE TO BE MORE CONFIDENT! LALALALA

2009-03-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

I watched it twice.
First was to get this whole thing into me. I was shocked at the sudden surge of emotions.
Second was to get immune to it.
I really felt better.
It's a great day isn't it? Ought to celebrate. Every story has an end to it. I'm still human afterall, just that a part of me is well hidden.

Move on move on. :)
INTERVIEWS!! D: D: D: D: D:

2009-03-27T01:40:00.003+08:00

AND SO, I AM THE ROAD QUEEN OF THE YEAR! YAY x 8475892374892384092834.
nimp. says:
stall how many times
jiayiiii. cause i never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye. says:
1
nimp. says:
wah
nimp. says:
stall once nia
jiayiiii. cause i never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye. says:
pro right!!
jiayiiii. cause i never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye. says:
HAHAHHA
nimp. says:
ya
nimp. says:
summore u first lesson ubi
nimp. says:
i tt time first lesson at kallang stadium there no cars still stall more than once
nimp. says:
see u got talent wif driving
nimp. says:
hu noes u are the road queen
jiayiiii. cause i never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye. says:
road queen without direction sense?

Of course I cancel out all the stupid emoticon that darrenkoh used. like :S :S :S :S :S THIS.
He passed his TP today. Since I'm the road queen, I CAN TOO! WAHAHAHA

2009-03-27T01:02:00.005+08:00

Today is thursday? Another week is zooming past so fast!
Woke up earlier today at 1130, by Zhiyuan's sms. She was called to go for NTU interview already.

I woke up and finished up my essay. It is really not fantastic but I don't think I can help it anyway because my standard is just like that. Even if I am not shortlisted for an interview, I know I have tried my best. Yes, my BEST. :D Sms Mr Calvin Tan for appraisal, but until now I still don't know where to get that form.

Got a call at around 1 plus from SMU. Asking me down for an interview like next week. I was scared. ): hahaha. I mean I don't know what to expect and what to prepare. It's just one week away.

Then I was complaining that why NTU haven't call me because I actually submitted the application to NTU much earlier than SMU. Maybe because they didn't want me.

AND I got a call from NTU at 4 plus for an interview too. Sighhhhh. Was hoping that there will be no interview if I am just going to take a single degree course. But well, blame it on my GP result.

I guess I would have to go for NUS interview too. April is the interview month and I'm like so screwed omg. Just hope for the best. :)

Had my first practical lesson today! :D Driving is really quite fun but a bit scary at first though. I couldn't really juggle well between my left and right feet. Like cannot coordinate the clutch and acceleration pedal. HAHA. With no direction sense and stupid coordination, I'm really putting lots of hope in people around me to hurry pass their driving test and drive me around. ( Of course not you limfengyi, just in case you think I'm pinning hopes on you HAAHHA)

2009-03-26T00:54:00.002+08:00

I passed my FTT! (hello Limfengyi and Triciagoh. :D)
Am going to start on my first practical lesson tomorrow at 5!
And after that dragggggg myself to vivo to meet Yuen for dinner.
Shall finish up my essay by tomorrow afternoon before lesson.
Please start looking for a job and stop stoning at home like a cockraoch because you can only stop worrying by distracting yourself with workkk.
Heeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

MAY! :) :) :)
Anyway! I am sooooo looking forward to MAY! I think May is a good month. :D In May, I will be able to get a new phone because my plan will be ending! This is so exciting. :) In May, we will all know our posting results and all the uncerntainty, worrying, disappointment, dilemma will just stop there and then. Accept it and move on. :) In May, means its nearer to August and school is starting soon! Hooray to the reopening of school! :)

2009-03-25T11:29:00.003+08:00

I think I'm like an irritating cockroach because I can't stop worrying. I seriously can't help it and I think that I am entitled to feel a little worried because of that pretty D grade in my results slip. I mean, I am happy enough to get a D because I thought I would fail my GP but yes, provided I get into the course I want. But somehow, that D is hindering me.. ):

Have been quite a top fan of Brightsparks forum, because I can only dig many things on NBS interview from there.

" GP D from what i heard that going to hurt your chance for a double degree! As double degree they would often expect extraordinary personal to think out of the box "

" not be to be a pessimist or anything. but NTU is very famous (or infamous) for placing huge emphasis on GP grades.. even for the single degree, your GP grade would put you at a major disadvantage.. "

I GOT TO SAY THAT I HAVE REASONS TO FEEL SCARED AND WORRIED AND PESSIMISTIC OK.
and now I know how much damage GP can do to you. ):

2009-03-25T00:07:00.001+08:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry'
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life(You'll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life

2009-03-24T01:13:00.005+08:00

Just a few random things to blog about.

- NUS is really big and I didn't know that until today.
- I cut my fringe today omg.
- NTU business school interview is scaring me.
- I'm incredibly pro to find someone's blog in less than 3 minutes, without even knowing if she has one but deeply believe that she will have one.
- I need to exercise.
- When should I start finding job?

Okay, actually the thing that bothers me the most now is the 3rd point. I wonder when will I receive the call. My future will be based on that 10 minutes interview. Omg Jiayi, you can do it for sure. Please have some faith in yourself. If I cannot manage to attain my first choice, please at least give me my second choice. That's all I want. :)

I hope time flies faster, for now.

2009-03-22T02:24:00.003+08:00

JIAYI IS HAPPY! :D
I have finally survived through this entire jobless week. It is really tough trying to find things to do every single day and to think that I may have to live through many many such weeks before I can even find another job. Yah, finding job is really easier said than done. I have realised that, thank you.

Settled with uni application! ( err, did I mention that before? ) But left the SMU payment and sending of supporting documents which I will get it done chop chop latest by Monday. And yes, I have unsuccessfully started on my essay and this really bothers me quite a bit. Hello, English is not my forte and now what, I have to go through another essay writing? Argh. Yah, I choose to apply for it, I know. Okay, shall leave that for next week, probably heading to NLB with fish to do some MUGGING. LOL zzz. Mugging is such a foreign word to me now.

Hopefully a new job will come once I get all these done, because by then, I will really be bored to death. Now I still have my FTT to study for and that really kind of keeps me occupied. Blah, but I think I'm gonna fail FTT this time round. No mood to study for it, seriously.

Anyway, I feel so high! :D Because I just went for beloved 1807 gathering just now at xj house to celebrate fred and yuang's birthday yo! Miss them soooooo much. Me and fish met up at around 3 plus to do some grocery shopping and got a cake for them. We carried those super heavy bags and walked all the way from cityhall to bugis and took 12 to xj house, and intend to cook spaghetti for everyone! Guess what, when we reached there, tantujin actually baked a cake already and xj's mum cooked spag for us. T.T Wasted trip and effort larrrrrrrrr. That sickening bus 12 took more than an hour to reach his house please.

Okay, nevertheless, we still had lots of fun! Like super love hanging out with them. Woohoo, byebye to army boys! They are all going back to camp this monday because block leave has ended.

Thanks to Fish's dad for the ride home and now I'm super sleeeeeeeepy. Tomorrow is a busy day again! Gonna study for my FTT tomorrow, and shall not drag anymore. TAAA!

2009-03-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

Life without job is totally boring. Nono, I should say that life with people around you working other than yourself, is super duper boring. No friends are free to go out with me and no money to go out and enjoy myself. Staying at home is a torture, at least to me.

Settled all my uni application and now only left the payment part. I feel like going to library and start reading up on different things. Maybe I should just go to some cafe and read my book. Sounds good right. :D
Perhaps I should learn to be independent and have more direction sense, so that I wouldn't fear travelling alone.

Aiyar, I suddenly feel this post is super meaningless to even continue. HAHA. byeeee.

2009-03-16T21:33:00.002+08:00

I have finally concluded that I am 100% void of human affections.
Lim Fengyi, you are so right.
I feel that my heart is made of rock.

I don't feel sad, when I ought to be.
I don't feel touched, when I ought to be.
I don't feel happy, when I ought to be.

I just feel like-that-lor.
:D

Congrats, I have reached the incredible state of life! :)

2009-03-16T01:35:00.001+08:00

Hello, look who's talking. Seriously.

Yah I'm seriously holding back now.
I just SO hate this.
DAMN IT

2009-03-13T00:26:00.003+08:00

Hello all, tomorrow is my last day at work.
Finally been told that my contract will not be extending, so have to just find another job i guess. No worries about that actually because meanwhile I can settle all my stuff.

Uni application open now, so probably I would want to look and read through all the courses in Uni before applying. First choice is more or less confirm, just a matter of whether they want me. The rest of my choices, I still need to think through them thoroughly.

Scholarship application is also open. Wondering if I should just try for other scholarship, besides the Uni scholarship that I am trying to apply with my lousy sucky ugly D for gp. DAMN.

Taking PDL like soooooon, so that I can seriously start my driving lesson. Told myself that I am going to get the liscence before school reopen. :)

Just to get more rest. I feel real tired. I MEAN REALLY TIRED due to insufficient sleep. -.-
LALA

and thanks for this.

Weijie says:
they look at h2 only.
Weijie says:
u all As
Weijie says:
i promise u sure get in..

I HOPE SO.
OMG.

2009-03-12T00:26:00.003+08:00

One week usually passes in a breeze with things on after work! :)
Today, tomorrow and the day after are all occupied and these seriously give me motivation to just work and work to pass the time real fast.

Went to meet Fish, Tri and Yuang after work to visit Mr Lim. Was hoping to see the board with our pretty names there, but Mrs Lim still doesn't have the time as yet to post them up. Looks like our batch really scored damn well for econs this time. The number of As increased amazingly. Goodness. The problem is that our paper is tough but maybe that is the reason why. Crazy moderation?
Tj finally scored well in Econs. The percentage has been so pathetic until this year. (I think.)
Anyway, wrote a card to Mr Lim to thank his super duper good teaching, which really drill that oh-so-foreign Econs into me. Thinking of the "S" in my prelim really makes me shiver. But oh well.. :) Really had a good good laugh with them. Fish and Tri both applying for medicine and is like soooo tough. But put in your best and I know I will see 2 doctors in the future! :D

2009-03-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

. i am tantujin says:
won't la haha have some faith, you can surely get anywhere/thing you want to go/get

. i am tantujin says:
i don't care, you'll get it, just go try

Yah, I should just stop worrying and try everything I can.
I should know what I want in life.

Like what Darren koh had said, like what Png Zhiyuan had said.
JUST TRY! :D

2009-03-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

I guess I'm a bit slow here. Friday was the big day that all of us took our results, and here I am posting it only on Monday. Actually, nothing to talk about besides I am really satisfied with my results. Honestly, I have never never gotten an "A" in my entire JC life and now it finally surfaced on that small piece of result slip. :) I am glad. No, much more than glad.

Human is greedy. I was telling most of my friends that I am going to fail GP and that I will be contented if I passed it. But now, I think D is really not good enough. I am contented still, of course. But I wish I could have gotten just 1 grade better and save all the trouble. I might have a higher chance of getting into my dear dear very dear accountancy course in NTU! Now, I am afraid of rejection.

90% of my heart really go all out for accountancy. Fish knows how much I want this course. HAHA

Png Zhi Yuan, imagine we both get into the same course. OMG, that feels damn great lah, seriously. :D

Okay, now that results are over, I am gonna pray so damn hard that I can get into the course I want. :)

2009-03-09T00:10:00.001+08:00

What kind of person are you?

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

OMG THIS IS SOOOOO DAMN TRUE CAN.

2009-03-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hello all, the worse is over because Friday is over! :D
Like I said in the previous post, good or bad, life still goes on.
Yes, easier said than done of course.

Now it's 12:51 and hello Saturday! :D

Going to SMU open house tomorrow with yuen, yuan and sl.

and i guess its still you.. :)

2009-03-06T00:25:00.001+08:00

Hello. I'm going to be cool about tomorrow too! :D

Good or bad, life still goes on........

2009-03-04T22:59:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to say except that it's ONE day away people! Oh my god, I seriously can't believe this. Whenever I wish Friday will come fast, it always crawls its way to me. But now, wow time rocketed! It don't even need to fly.

Have been planting myself into eclipse. Hopefully I can distract myself from this coming nightmare.

"I'll be back so soon you won't have the time to miss me.
Look after my heart -- I've left it with you. "

Look, how sweet is this?

2009-03-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

There isn't a need to blog about this Friday, because I guess everyone has already heard about it, be it on air or rumours or crazily chance upon this MOE website during work and saw that small yet daunting yellow box at the top right hand corner with black solid workds saying that GCE A level results will be released on this coming Friday.
Yes I'm HOLY MAMA SCARED.
No questions on results will be so so ever greatly appreciated on Friday. I don't wish to entertain any, be it good or bad or acceptable. I'm just going to forget about my phone.

Damn.

So going to enjoy myself this week. I am not trying to sound so hopeless and serious here but I really feel soooooo #&$*(#$&*%& lah. And so, I went to watch Slumdog millionaire today with png monster. Creative plot though.
Wouldn't it be great if I am really THAT lucky? Jamal became a millionaire because all the questions that came out are those that he chanced upon in his life. Not that he is a genius, he need not be one. How I wish i chance upon every questions that came out during A levels before.

Well, this is just a movie.

I shall be good and work on Thurs, take leave on Friday.
Friday..................... AHHHH.

2009-03-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

Look at the time now it's 1223 and I'm still not sleeping. There's work tomorrow and that freaking long journey with no seats on the mrt even upon reaching cityhall. I just slept my 5 to 930 away and I'm seriously energetic now. This is bad, because I am gonna be restless tomorrow at work. bahh.

This week was spend with happiness I supposed. :)
Meet up with my class on Thurs to celebrate Miss wong's birthday. Went to dine at Hooters and looked at the sexy babes there with nice legs. O.O None of us drink though, and that's an achievement.
Meet up with Yuen on friday. Guess what, I waited for her for more than an hour in ps without getting lost! Really proud of myself although it's like no big deal for some of you, but my friends all understand this. Got the last few tickets of He's just not that into you and then went starbucks, bought chocolate cream chip and enjoyed the third book of MY Edward. awww.
The show was nice, but not fantastic though. I really couldn't bring myself to agree what that GIGI had done in the earlier part of the show laaaaaaaaaa. It's just toooooooo despo, OMG. But who knows, since I'm living in self denial, I will probably end up like her one day. hahaha!!

Sat and Sun were spent with family. My cousin got married! Went to her house for the tea ceremony on Sat and attend her ROM and banquet on Sun. This is like so cool and she is really pretty on her big day. So cool....! Have 3 cousins wedding in 2009. So, I have 3 dinners to attend and have to spend more money to get more pretty dresses.

Okay....... 1233 now.
Time for bed?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR SNAIL LEE XIANG RUI! :D
( I refuse to call you prince here. =P )

2009-03-01T01:27:00.003+08:00

杨丞琳 - 在你怀里的微笑

可以吗
让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱得快要疯掉

知道吗
你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

爱随着风飘荡
飘过了你嘴角
飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡
哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道
再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲昵的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到

让我暂时的依靠
那是短暂止痛药
很快会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲

记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里微笑

2009-03-01T01:22:00.004+08:00

Me and Yuen are officially recruited in Self-denial Club. :)
Reason is simple -- because we love to live in self denial. HAHA!

Sounds dumb?
But trust me, women always love to live in their own world, believing in their own theories and try to uphold their market values. HAHAHA.

2009-02-24T22:56:00.004+08:00

Oh my god! My dear cousin finally got together with the guy whom she likes for damn damn long. So happy for her la can. So sweeeeeeeeeet. And they got together on my birthday! ( yah this is so not the point, but I don't care) See, fast enough for vday!

I remember she once told me, " wah, ask him to be together with me is like wanting his life lah! "

HAHA.
BUT NOW IS LIKE AWWWWWWWWWWWWW. :D:D

See people, a perfect example to encourage everyone not to lose hope in love! HAHAHA.

2009-02-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

Oh no, I am kind of addicted to that "note application" in facebook. HAHA. Initially I was like so lazy to answer any of those questions posted to me and now I went around looking for new note to post. It's quite fun actually. :D

Time randomly passes fast these few days during work. Probably because I managed to secure myself with a computer and start to msn whole day. I think work dampens my mood. ): I'm not being myself these few days and became unusually quiet. ( or probably I am quiet all the time just that I never know that! :D:D ) Seriously, I think I need my pretty girlfriends badly.
Everyday I will just go to work, all the way till 6 and reach home around 7. Settle for dinner and then start to decide if I should:
1. Watch HK drama
2. Watch Taiwan drama
3. Study FTT
4. Read Eclipse
5. Practice piano

Other than that, I would pretty much like to meet up with my friendssss. :)

Does "next week" sounds FAST?
Like, "Oh results are coming out NEXT WEEK"
Oh my god, and no matter how no confidence I am, I am still hopeful. And because of that, I'm afraid of disappointment.

"Aiyar, results also not out yet. You may not score badly, so don't think so much."
OR
"Whatever it is, everything is fixed. Scared so much also no use because things are just going to be what it is"

How not to think and how not to be scared?

2009-02-21T23:12:00.003+08:00

Have no idea why, but today is a very tiring day. Just reached home not long ago and I'm really feeling very lethargic. Probably due to the walking just now or the SMU talk.

Okay, Lim Fengyi is super nice by sending this to me.
".......... Haha you're human after all haha i once thought you're void of human affections........"

WAH THANKS LA.
Do I really seem so abnormal just because I don't have EYECANDIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssssssssssssssssssssssssSSSSSS like you do?! :D

I am going to sleep as much as I can tomorrow if there isn't any plan!
Sleeping is seriously my favourite thing now.

2009-02-21T00:42:00.002+08:00

For the past 2 weeks, today is the busiest day ever! ):
Well, it is actually a good thing because time passed super fast and I'm happily off from work in no time!

Supposed to meet Jasmin at 6, but she is late so I just went to walk around with Ceph and ZI. This sickening girl, late already still want to scare me with her scary baby face outside diva la. I almost jumped. -.- Went to dine at Fin and blabbered a lot while we eat. Was telling her my utmost kun rao thing while walking. Blah. I guess no one else knows what to do but meeeeeeeee me me me me.

Anyway, thank you for the super sweet present. :) I really do love it a lot!

OMG.........
I'm feeling very very tired nowwwwwww.
Going for SMU talk tomorrow on accounting.
Come to think of it, results are out either on this coming week or next week.
Whatever it is, it's like super duper near and I'm really getting more worried each dayyyyyyyy.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-02-19T21:07:00.004+08:00

Picture yourself walking aimlessly in a toy shop, glancing through every single thing that went passed you. Randomly, you chanced upon this very beautiful toy and really couldn't take your eyes off that thing. You thought for a while, and decided to not buy because you thought that it was so unnecessary.
For another next 2 days, you would always want to walk back the same route, and looked out for that toy and admire it secretly. In your heart, you are dying to have one.
But lucky thing just happened. Someone just dropped lots of money on the floor and you happily picked them up. You rushed to the toy shop almost immediately to buy that lovely toy. You hugged it for the next 3 days and it had never left your side.
On the fourth day, you started to have lesser liking for the toy.
You start to wonder why. Initially, you really like that toy a lot and now, it may not be that attractive to you anymore.

Could it be because, it just came so easily?
Or it is because, that toy is not really to your liking?
Maybe, you will not cherish it as much once you get your hands on it.

~~istarttonotunderstandmyself.~~

2009-02-18T20:57:00.001+08:00

It all feels like a dream..............

2009-02-16T22:58:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU ZHIYUAN FOR INTRODUCING "ALMOST LOVER" SONG TO ME. :D:D
Yes, I have given you credit for that okay. :D

I actually scare myself even more today because I thought of getting the results the entire day. I don't know what is actually wrong with me. Suddenly lose all the confidence in myself and I just don't know how are things going to be like.

Talking to pngzhiyuan, and she scared me even more by telling me results are going to be out.

And then we started to diverseeeeeeee. :X

breeze. says:
i only have 2 conclusions
breeze. says:
1. despo
breeze. says:
2. right one.
breeze. says:
BUT
breeze. says:
how do we know that its the right one
breeze. says:
so means = despo

yuann Appris a vivre says:
3. infatuation (due to prolonged solitude)
yuann Appris a vivre says:
= not despo, normal reaction
yuann Appris a vivre says:
= human, not vampire/ chimpanzee

breeze. says:
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAA
breeze. says:
trueeee though. it does make sense. :/

well, exact details are not supposed to be elaborated. :X

2009-02-16T00:03:00.001+08:00

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never let forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

2009-02-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

Retail therapy always makes me happy! :D
before updating the my bankbook of course.

2009-02-15T01:23:00.004+08:00

~~你把我当成石膏~~
~~再不跟我吵~~
~~是不是一种预告~~
~~假装都看不到~~
~~不再重要~~
~~我不会再跟你闹~~

~~无言是一种毒药~~
~~更像一把刀~~
~~切开我们的拥抱~~
~~到底爱剩多少~~
~~需要思考~~
~~承诺随爱蒸发掉~~

不想再当配角
安静让我动摇
我想逃跑
我听到你冷战的心跳
两败俱伤的记号
闪躲不了

我知道
莫名其妙求饶
也不会是解药
不如弃权走掉
面对冷的空气
冷的墙壁
冷到昏迷
难道我真的快窒息
冷战到何时能平息
放我离去
就让回忆停止呼吸成冰

2009-02-14T23:04:00.007+08:00

I think I need to just sit back and think about what I want in life. Sometimes, I tend to lose my way. Everything has been properly planned out since the day we entered kindergarden, with no specialisation and just study what the curriculum provides. What's more, I chose the JC route and thus not having to think what I really want in life as yet. But of course, I very much know what I really want now.

It has never occured to me that there are a good number of people competing the same thing as I do. Having to think about how smart or hardworking they are, I admit that I am scared now. As in really at this very moment. But there is nothing I can do about my results because it's now in the hands of Cambridge. Our results may already be calculated and typed out nicely, lying at some random corner without us knowing.

A vigourously competition since PSLE to get into whatever dream secondary school we wanted. Followed by O level, to get into the JC we hope that would provide us with better education. Then comes the A level, which determines our courses in Uni and finally our career in life. Everyone wants to get into the course they very much interested in and that makes some courses exceptionally popular than the others. Limited vancancy causes the requirements and standards to raise intensively and all we can do is to fight for ourselves. If we are smart or holistic enough, we get into the course we want, but things do not end here. Go on and compete among the cream of the crops, to get the first class honour everyone adores. Be the top 10% and secure a place in the society. Countless of such cycles go on and on, so when will this ever stops? No, not when you are still alive.

Well, come to think of it, we have been given a chance to prove ourselves.
But now it's over. There is no use in worrying so much because there is nothing we can do about our current results now. No matter how much we want that particular course, just pray that the effort will eventually pays off.

Having said that, results will most likely be out before 6 March since Uni application is on the 6th. Sooooo, results should released around late Feb.

Happy Valentine's Day.

2009-02-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

I start to lose my mind. This is the first damn time that I wish that today is not Friday, that I do not have to wait for the weekends to past, and that time would just stop right there and then.

For reason I do not wish to elaborate.

So much for being numb towards everything around me, and now, just 10 minutes can destroy me right through.

No, I do not perceive things in this way and I'm always stubborn in my own thinking. So, I refuse to accept whatever is happening in my mind now. Hallucinating have been my favourite past time and it still is. I have to stop this now now and now. Tell me how to stop doing something which you could be doing it subsciously?

I should not be struggling because of this. No way for now.

2009-02-10T23:48:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 07 Feb:
Had a wonderful wonderful night with my class! :D Thanks alot for this special and this unforgettable night. Thank you for the present, ideas, the birthday song, for staying out so late that you all have to cab home or take the NRs. Thank you for everything! Not forgetting to thank you all for letting the world know that I'm call LAMEFACE. Goodness. Nevertheless, I really really enjoyed myself. :)

Sunday 08 Feb:
Thank you Prissy HPY for the lunch and oh-so-sinful chocolate ice-cream which i totally love it! Thank you for satisfying my movie craving. YAY! Just like always, I'm so glad to spend the day with you!

Monday 09 Feb:
Hello. Today is my first day of work. Reporting at 830 and work all the way till 6. Okay, the place is quite cool, with smart technology and nice people.
Parents are supposed to bring me out for nice dinner.
GUESS WHAT?
I freakingly spent the rest of the day in the clinic.
Thank you Jiayi for falling sick. D:

Tuesday 10 Feb:
Met up with Zhiyuan and Yuen! :D
Thank you babies for dining and catching up! :D
+ Sweeliang and Ryan ( who are happily camping )
Thank you for the SUPER LOVELY photo album, with my spastic photos pasted thereeeee.
Thank you for the SUPER CUTE cup which seriously tempt me to drink more water!

ALSO!
Thank you so much for people who wished me through sms, msn, fs or fb and weijie who called on sun to wish me because HE IS GOING INTO FOREST ON SUNDAY NIGHT TILL TUES! HAHAHA. :x

and I realised, that the unhappiest day is on the 9th itself. -.-

2009-02-07T00:33:00.003+08:00

Suntec mass dance yesterday!
O'night today!
Seriously, how i wish that I am one of the OGL or OGM. ):

Suddenly, I realised how much I miss school, miss hanging with all my friends and miss studying ( zZ I can't believe i said that ). I want to go back to tj..........................................................................
I miss just having fun in the school, with everything planned out for you, with your friends around you whenever you need them and whenever they need you. Hanging out in SC room everyday and stay back late in school just to plan and have fun. Life WAS great. :D

On a very random note, I FEEL LIKE GOING ARMY! HAHAHA.
Went back for O'night today and saw many army boys. Of course I know of the toughness and the discipline portion of army ( I mean I don't exactly know, but somehow know it's tough la ), but it really seems like a unforgettable experience with all your friends there. At least it is like a team thing, but working is so individualistic. D:

Well, happy thing is MEETING 1807 TOMORROW! :D:D:D
Mushroom is going to teach me how to walk to the workplace on Monday. MUSHROOM LEH. Can you imagine, it's someone who also has LIMITED direction sense, is going to teach me TOMORROW. Worse thing is that, I am the one who asked her to. -.- OK I'M MAD.
Hello, if you are reading this, don't kill me tomorrow. :)

2009-02-04T01:52:00.004+08:00

There is seriously nothing to be upset about because people DO change. Just like how the moon changes from full to half and half to crescent; Just like how caterpillar changes to beautiful butterfly; Just like how day changes to night and back to day again. One thing different in people -- there is no routine and it's somehow so unpredictable. Well, we do have to accept it, don't we?

Things could have become better or for worse. We have to live it and adapt it. Say hello to the new things or people coming your way and never be daunted by these strangers. Strangers can probably do you good. No one has ever said that someone whom you know long enough will definitely treat you better than someone whom you just know for barely one day.

Step out of the comfort zone and accept the new challenges coming your way.

2009-02-03T23:04:00.003+08:00

I passed my basic theory test! :D
Applause please. And now I can give my book away and go for final theory already. Another book of boring theories awaiting.

Nothing to blog about lately. Was wondering if there are Gossip Girls dvd anywhere for me to buy or rent. Watching online is too irritating, because it always stops halfway and it's always at the climax. So, I decided to go for the fastest way, although it's more expensive.

I have the urge to watch many many movies and buy many many clothes. But I'm quite sure that I do not want to see holesssssss in my account, so I'm really trying to control. ): Awful.

Aiyarrrrrrrrrr, bored.

2009-02-02T22:49:00.003+08:00

I finally cut my super long nails. ): I miss them. No choice because it has been really long ever since I practice piano again. It's okay, at least I can type faster now! :D

I have finish studying Highway Code! :D Spent almost half a day to complete that irritating book, though I really don't know how much I can remember. I think I will just go and take the test tomorrow andddddddd see how. :X

Went back TJ today with Yuen and got my testimonial! :D Saw Mr Calvin Tan ( hello, limfengyi. ) and he actually laughed at me because he said that I'm super lag to only take the testimonial now. Thanks lah. I'm such a BUSYYYYY person please. HAAAAAA. Look at random OG and hear them cheer. This batch is actually quite enthu so I guess it would be more fun. So going to go for their mass dance at suntec and O night!

Anyway, today is weird. I mean me and Yuen felt weird............ HAHA don't know why.
)):
Imagine you are waiting for a msg or a call from someone, just someone important. The phone rang, and you saw the caller wasn't that someone. How much disappointment is that? I rather the phone doesn't ring at all.

Hello Yuen,
cheer up ok ok.
The best i can do is to give you a HUG here. :)

2009-02-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

One month has passed and now it's February. More or less one month to our big day! So, better enjoy every bit now before having to face the monsterous results. OMG.

I am supposed to study for Highway Code today but i ended up reading other book instead. Can't blame me because it's really boring lah.
Going back TJ tomorrow to take a look at the Orientation! :D At the same time, take my testimonial and help Ryan Noo a big favour.

I hope i will receive the call tomorrow..... :)

2009-01-30T23:26:00.003+08:00

Today is soooooooooo emoooooooooooo. ):
Goodness.
It's has only been 3 weeks, and it can be sooooooo emooooooooooo.
I can't stand separation.
TABOO!

It's okay! There is still hopeeee. :)

CHEERSSSSS.
Happily met up with Dearie Pris yesterday for dinner and heavenly ice-cream.
Happily meeting up with Ryan Noo tomorrow and can finally see him AND HIM BEING BOTAK!
Happily met up with pngzhiyuan today!
AND I must claim that I am your idol! :D I'm sooooo proud of it and I'm still going to believe that I AM YOUR IDOL! I don't care don't care don't care. :)
We talked and talked.
I didn't know that we actually omg-ly feel the same. ( No, actually I'm better because I'm your idol).

Yesyes, and I still strongly believe that's because you will never miss something which you never once have in your life.
Cheers to the both of us. :D

2009-01-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

It's so wrong to pin high high hope on it. But people are giving me hopes. And now, if I were to fall, I will definitely fall from a greater height than before. Well, ironic as it seems, I need such hopes to continue to live in this uncertainty.

My heart sank when I saw the message.
Say I'm selfish. But I just hate it when you have to compete with someone who does not cherish this as much. Maybe I just didn't expect this.

2009-01-27T23:45:00.001+08:00

friends.

`YUEN. says:
i totally understand!
`YUEN. says:
but i dunno how to tell you i understand!
`YUEN. says:
like really really
`YUEN. says:
we are of the exact frequency, rmb?? (((:

Thanks a lot yuen. :)
I am like so touched and I feel like crying.
HAHA

2009-01-27T20:59:00.002+08:00

Finally finish Green Forest. Happy ending as usual. :D

Time seems to pass very fast today. Probably because I slept in the afternoon and met up with Jasmin after that. After so long, I got to see her again! That busy girl, always so busy with her school and band stuff. So, we decided to meet today since both of us have nothing on. Went to eat my favourite chocolate fondue! :))) Thousand happiness. This is the second time eating fondue and the first time I ate with her as well. I think we talked to much and ate too slowly, the chocolate became burnt lar. Omg. Haha.

Came home for dinner. I think I feel like sleeping again. Slept at about 5am on New year's eve and 4am yesterday. I need a lot a lot of sleep to compensate for the losses.
Tomorrow start work againnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Chinese New Year is OVER.
How fast is that?

2009-01-25T20:58:00.001+08:00

Photos with yanxinmin is out!! :D:D

Presenting the nice nice food
AND
the crazy us. <3

2009-01-25T20:54:00.004+08:00

2009-01-25T14:59:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!

They laid perfectly on the table,
in their best golden suits on.
The golden coat shimmered as the sunlight shone through the door.
It blurred my eyes,
looking as though everyone of them were waving at me,
tempting me to savour them slowly.
I could bear it no more.
Reaching out for that particular one,
and I started to peel that perfect golden skin,
revealing the rich brown body hidden beneath.
I stopped,
this is just too sinful.
But my hand moved closer to me uncontrollably
and started towards my mouth.
I couldn't stop.
I attacked them one by one.
I ought to stop.

The once perfect box of Ferrero Rocher has 6 empty holes now.
I HAVE TO DRINK DOZEN OF WATER TO COMPENSATE MY CURRENT STATE.
))))))):

WHEE! Steamboat later! LOVES LOVES.

2009-01-25T14:39:00.006+08:00

US US US!

Hungry monster, happily eating.

Enjoying my Cookie Summit! <3

Mushroom's head is too big, ehhhh where's tri?!

Presenting the 3 BOTAKS!!

And the other two soon-to-be-botaks. :D

2009-01-24T22:48:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG.
I JUST READ SOMEONE'S BLOG.

IT SAYS A LEVEL RESULTS MAYBE ON 2ND OF FEB.
OTHERWISE, IT WOULD BE ANNOUNCED ON THE 2ND OF FEB AND RELEASE ON THE 9 OF FEB.

I THINIK IS NOT REALLY TRUE,
BUT WHATEVER IT IS,
NO 9 FEB PLS.
NONONONO
NONONONO
NONONONO.

2009-01-24T22:19:00.004+08:00

I have learnt a lesson.
NEVER let any opportunity slip pass you.
No matter how hard it is, how impossible and how hopeless it seems, just try. Now i understand that the last thing i wish to happen, is to regret.
And now, I can only pray so hard so hard for another chance again.

Damn.

Movie with Jann, Darren and HongXiang in the afternoon. Gu Tian Le is soooooo handsome can. *drool* Yah, the show is quite nice and funny. Hx was late as usual and joined us for lunch halfway through.

Then went to meet beloved 1807 at around 5. OMG miss them like crazy, really. Has been so long since I last saw them. :) And the army guys are out, so 3 botaks at the table! We ate Swensen but i just ordered Cookie Summit instead of the main course. Fengyi lied to me that Cookie Summit is similar to the one she ate when she met me that time. BUT IT WASN'T!! ):

Chionged to have reunion dinner with my family at around 8.
Wah, the ice cream is super sinful and fattening and full of carbo because i felt so full after that and I couldn't really take in any more food. But managed to squeeze some of the food down to the stomach.

AHH. I really keep on thinking about the application thing. SHIT IT!!
I was so looking forward to this long holiday without work initially. And now I hope that Wednesday can come quickly so I don't have to live in this uncertainty. I hate this feeling.

2009-01-24T02:00:00.003+08:00

Finally I am able to access blogger. I thought my comp spoil or having some virus infections. Don't know why but many things spoil in just these few days. First up is my lappy and then my phone charger, and my phone spoil today. -.- The memory card cannot be detected so my phone now is as good as new with nothing inside, except that it is obviously not new. I fell in love with Omnia... But it is still expensive, at least to me. I am a poor little kid.

FRIDAY AGAIN, followed by a super long holiday! :D

So, my mood for today is extremely light and holiday-ish. ARMY BOYS ARE OUT!! :D Really happy when I saw the message from Sweeliang after work, asking to watch red cliff! I rushed home to change and put down my things before heading to tamp to watch red cliff with SL, Jason and yuen. It's like a super last minute thing but the movie is really really nice. The beautiful scenery, smart tactic and the way the language is being used.. really good.

After movie, we started to camwhore...... HAHA
Photos are below. I think blogger do have a problem with me. I cannot post photos and words in the same entry. How weird, and now i have to separate them.

Argh, and that stupid Weijie keeps playing with my photos. I'M SO GOING TO KILL HIM, though I don't know how. D:

2009-01-24T01:32:00.014+08:00

The 2 monkeys.

Solo candid shots of Mr Army Boys!

Andddddd the four of us,

Sweeliang looks best in this photo. Yuen will gladly agree with me. :D

:) happy!

2009-01-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

Goodness gracious me....................
My reunion dinner is on Saturday instead of Sunday and I didn't know about it until now. So much for wanting to meet my class on Saturday evening and now, it's like gone. I am really very sad. ))): Okay people, please be kind and meet earlier. PLSPLSPLS!!

Oh oh oh, my mum is soooo sweet can.
I have been craving for rocher these two days. So, I will randomly bought like one packet of three rocher home. Then today, she just bought a super big box of rocher and passed it to me. Like, I didn't know she realised that i suddenly have super craving for rocher. :) yay, so at least there is still something to make me happy. :)
Although is a small thing, but i really appreciate it.

I think chocolate is the greatest invention on earth! :D:D

Anyway, I was on the train home from work this evening. The train was super crowded, the typical kind of crowded where all the seats were fully taken and people who were standing were like sandwiched between one another. Then I was standing at the random place near the door and this lady, probably in her twenties stood in front of me. She was formally dressed. When the train reached Bugis, one man rose from his sit and alight from the train, and so the seat that was previously taken by him was vacant. The lady standing in front of me, just SQUEEZED her way to the seat. There was actually this old man right in front of the vacant seat, but because of her squeezing, the old man just give way to her. I don't know why is she so desperate.
Like she is supposed to let the old man have the seat and why is it the other way round?

sigh.

AIYAHHHHHHHHHH. Time table for Sat is super screeeeeeeeewed.

2009-01-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

nimp. more reports. more stress says:
omg
nimp. more reports. more stress says:
jy
nimp. more reports. more stress says:
u bian lame le
JIAYI (: I'm homeless. says:
...
nimp. more reports. more stress says:
de jy in de past isnt like tt

WHY IS EVERYBODY SAYING THAT!! )):

2009-01-21T21:45:00.001+08:00

I have successfully found a plain and white blogskin! :D Yayness.
I have been looking for this type of skin for so long and today I'm really free enough to look through the skins available.
So, taadah!

10% happy but 90% excited to meet Yuen today. Eh, not really, there are actually 10% happiness goes to my necklace which I have been eyeing for very long and i finally bought it! Well, there goes my money and I am going to be broke soon. Need to save up a little for this Sat dinner. Sigh.

Reached home early today at about 5 and brought my lappy to the hospital. Please revive my lappy!! My ipod songs are all inside. Gosh.
I found out that there sweet talk opposite my house. I really couldn't stop myself from buying milk tea with mini pearls. I haven't drink for very longggggg.
Limfengyi, when are you going to koi with me? I really miss my happiness swiss chocolate. This time I'm really going to get that ok, I don't care about whatever sore throat anymore!

Listening to random songs now, don't feel like doing anything. It's going to be ten, another day is going to end.
Dad was telling me about this little boy, who was being killed by a truck. He was crossing the road when the corner of his shirt got hooked by the wheel of this sickening truck and he was being dragged by it. How can life be this fragile?
Hello, he was just crossing the road. He didn't do anything wrong at all. How on earth did his shirt got hooked?

Well, it happened.

2009-01-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

Homeless by Leona Lewis

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so much
Missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oooh

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your loveI'm homeless

Currently addicted to this song. :)

2009-01-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Oh man, my legs are so so sore. ): Goodness. I think whatever shoes I buy, they can never satisfy my legs. But I am not going to spend a lot on shoes, so heck care!

Met up with pretty Xinmin today after work. :) Happy doodle! We went this random hawker to have our dinner. All thanks to her, we managed to find this very very nice stall, selling very very nice stingray. It's not the usual chilli samba kind, but honey stingray. We had nice nice sotong also and plus the sour lime juice. Obviously, i only managed to drink only less than a quater of the lime juice. Not surprising anyway.
Photos are with that pig now and she hasn't send them to me.
I really really love meeting my friends for dinner. I think that's the only time when i can be myself, laugh out loud and just talk whatever nonsense i want. HAHA.

Anyway, was talking to Xiangrui..
and we were talking about me scaring people with my face.

- complain prince™ TYRA, please don't shave my head/hair D: says:
u act angry will win one
- complain prince™ TYRA, please don't shave my head/hair D: says:
"jiayi are u angry?"
- complain prince™ TYRA, please don't shave my head/hair D: says:
"NO"
JIAYI (: tomorrow is a mystery says:
OMG
JIAYI (: tomorrow is a mystery says:
how u know my style.
JIAYI (: tomorrow is a mystery says:
HAHAHA
- complain prince™ TYRA, please don't shave my head/hair D: says:
haha
- complain prince™ TYRA, please don't shave my head/hair D: says:
everyone in 1807 noessssssss
- complain prince™ TYRA, please don't shave my head/hair D: says:
jiayi-licious way of answering when she is in rage
JIAYI (: tomorrow is a mystery says:
really meh!
JIAYI (: tomorrow is a mystery says:
goodness
- complain prince™ TYRA, please don't shave my head/hair D: says:
everyone noes laaaaa

HAHAHA!!
Yah, I think my face and my tone show it ALL.

2009-01-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

Just feel like blogging before I go to bed. Probably because I don't feel like sleeping. Time flies when you sleep, and it seems only five minutes away from the next morning. Maybe that's why I like to be nocturnal, especially when the next day is bad or the day itself is perfect. Well, no matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.

Just wanted to thank those people who help me or listened to me. :) You know who you are. <3

2009-01-19T21:58:00.003+08:00

I'm so in a dilemma.
To go ahead with the most obvious decision ringing in my mind, or should i really think about it one more day.
One part of me is telling me to go for something that I really like, but the other just tells me to do otherwise.
"C'mon, be contented."

I was really hoping for something good to come along in this new year.

2009-01-19T00:49:00.001+08:00

I wish for all the things I've wished for. :)
Please.

2009-01-18T14:48:00.001+08:00

Keen on staying at home today for a good rest and probably continue on my new moon, read up a bit more on my driving theory, or start watching my new set of vcd. No shopping mood this weekend, probably things have been bothering me too much lately. Why can't everything be easy? This stupid issue has been such a pest, that it keeps lingering in my mind even when I'm half awake this morning. Lucky thing is new moon is far to nice and that I'm carried away. Well, double boo still, because Edward Cullen had left Bella and everything starts to get a little too boring.

Blah, I actually do crave for another movie. Changeling maybe. I was being influenced into watching this, after hearing the summary of the story narrated by zhiyuan yesterday. But the only GV that have this show showing are GV grand and Vivo. So, I decided to stay at home and allow myself to be lazy today. Hopefully, I will get everything straighten out and know what exactly is the thing I want.

My laptop is finally dead. Like, finally. After many times of hanging and not responding everytime i run it, now it finally stop working. At all. Lucky me to have a comp still, if not I will be bored to death. Not as if the comp keeps me entertain at all times, but still.. another companion.

Well, shall stop this monotonous post.

2009-01-17T22:35:00.003+08:00

i think i have almost decided to end my boring life.
i don't mean end my life, but going to find something more interesting to add more spices to this life of mine.

finally weekends again. :D always feel so excited on friday because i will meet up with my darlings. saturday and sunday can always rest at home or just go out and enjoy myself.

went to watch australia with chinchilla. quite a nice show actually, not the boring kind like what dong said. no shopping mood today, so we went to starbucks instead and chat to kill time. happy talking to miss png. :) meet up again again for swimming ok! this time must swim more, and no slacking alr.

glad to hear that sweeliang and ryan are doing fine in army, and they have even learnt firing. that's really cool!
yay! looking forward to meet 1807 next sat when all the guys come out from army. :D:D

2009-01-13T20:01:00.002+08:00

work work work.
life becomes a routine again.
but for the sake of money, i'm willing to do it! so that i can do many many shoppings i want. :D

but seriously, my life is always a routine since long long time ago. nothing for me to look forward to because i always know what's happening tomorrow. ( of course i don't mean unlucky things like accidents la.) yah, not that i don't like simple life. i do. it's just too boring.
simple doesn't have to be a routine though..

but working is good. :)
firstly, we can earn money instead of rotting at home, or worse still, spend money when going out unnecessarily.
secondly, kill time.
thirdly, besides lunch, you can hardly spend money. so basically, i spend less than 5 everyday, which is something i will never achieve after As.
lastly, i always walk about after lunch ( because my job requires me to ) and in this way, no more tummy!! :D:D isn't that greattttttt. lalala.

gosh gosh, i'm really starting to miss my army guy friendsssss. 2 weeks hurry past and come out please all of you!! ):