Picture yourself walking aimlessly in a toy shop, glancing through every single thing that went passed you. Randomly, you chanced upon this very beautiful toy and really couldn't take your eyes off that thing. You thought for a while, and decided to not buy because you thought that it was so unnecessary.
For another next 2 days, you would always want to walk back the same route, and looked out for that toy and admire it secretly. In your heart, you are dying to have one.
But lucky thing just happened. Someone just dropped lots of money on the floor and you happily picked them up. You rushed to the toy shop almost immediately to buy that lovely toy. You hugged it for the next 3 days and it had never left your side.
On the fourth day, you started to have lesser liking for the toy.
You start to wonder why. Initially, you really like that toy a lot and now, it may not be that attractive to you anymore.

Could it be because, it just came so easily?
Or it is because, that toy is not really to your liking?
Maybe, you will not cherish it as much once you get your hands on it.






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