Friday, February 13, 2009
I start to lose my mind. This is the first damn time that I wish that today is not Friday, that I do not have to wait for the weekends to past, and that time would just stop right there and then.
For reason I do not wish to elaborate.
So much for being numb towards everything around me, and now, just 10 minutes can destroy me right through.
No, I do not perceive things in this way and I'm always stubborn in my own thinking. So, I refuse to accept whatever is happening in my mind now. Hallucinating have been my favourite past time and it still is. I have to stop this now now and now. Tell me how to stop doing something which you could be doing it subsciously?
I should not be struggling because of this. No way for
now.
jy(: