I have learnt a lesson.
NEVER let any opportunity slip pass you.
No matter how hard it is, how impossible and how hopeless it seems, just try. Now i understand that the last thing i wish to happen, is to regret.
And now, I can only pray so hard so hard for another chance again.

Damn.

Movie with Jann, Darren and HongXiang in the afternoon. Gu Tian Le is soooooo handsome can. *drool* Yah, the show is quite nice and funny. Hx was late as usual and joined us for lunch halfway through.

Then went to meet beloved 1807 at around 5. OMG miss them like crazy, really. Has been so long since I last saw them. :) And the army guys are out, so 3 botaks at the table! We ate Swensen but i just ordered Cookie Summit instead of the main course. Fengyi lied to me that Cookie Summit is similar to the one she ate when she met me that time. BUT IT WASN'T!! ):

Chionged to have reunion dinner with my family at around 8.
Wah, the ice cream is super sinful and fattening and full of carbo because i felt so full after that and I couldn't really take in any more food. But managed to squeeze some of the food down to the stomach.

AHH. I really keep on thinking about the application thing. SHIT IT!!
I was so looking forward to this long holiday without work initially. And now I hope that Wednesday can come quickly so I don't have to live in this uncertainty. I hate this feeling.