many things happened lately.
like practically in all aspects.
but i have no interest in elaborating any of them.
just kind of disappointed with my chem results.
its not like i don't know i will score badly this time round,
i mean when i finished the paper the other day,
i knew that i will barely pass.
just that i actually studied for this test.
though not to the max like do tys and look through all the tests and stuff.
but, i did manage to finish most of the topics.
blah, i'm beginning to lose my confidence(if there is in the first place).
yes, i'm stressed. but where is my motivation.
oh my god, i need u right now, at this point of time.
MOTIVATION!! :(
no more lousy results.
seriously. seriously. seriously.

anyway, don't know what i have been thinking lately.
boohoo.
i should just focus on my studies and get my As and get into the course i want.
yesyesyes!! :D:D:D:D:D

okay, lets talk about happier stuff!
today went to east coast park to support tri and yu ang for duathalon.
i didn't want to go initially because was feeling really tired.
but decided to just go and support them. :D
but, i was late and so we reached late and everybody seemed to finish alr.
haha. ok but we still managed to cheer yu ang on a little.
and of cus, to that lim siao da bi zi,
cus all she was interested in were something else. HAHA.
so this siao mushroom went insane while we were on the way there.
OH! me and fengyi actually led the rest to east coast.
omg.
im like so proud of ourselves.
thank you.
okay, actually there isn't anything much to blog about.
so i shall have my sleep now.
piano lesson tommorrow.

yayness to fridays! because it's my dou-niu-yao-bu-yao day. i'm supposed to watch every monday but was really too busy with work, so i have to push all the way till the end of week! anyway, this is the only episode that made me cry so hard. ):

anyway, noi told me that TRI GOH wants to make me the new target for ultra many nicknames. wah thanks leh! i think "lame face" is seriously powerful enough. haha.
a) :) b) :( c) -.-
i ask you huh, which of the above looks like me? (please dont say all, thankyou) none right. my face not so simplistic, seriously. apart from the small eyes, you know i have teeth and fringe and nose. oh no. thanks to my beloved 18/07 for making lameface such a hot topic now.

oh no, and recently mr calvin tan knows something which he keeps using it to threaten me to listen in class. hahaha. but please ok, that thing is not me! innocent party here. but still, it shall not be let out. only a few of my girlfriends know what happened. yah, actually its not really a big deal. hur.

apart from this, i am being ACCUSED to go into the boy's toilet by the guys in my class. ):):): I JUST DIDN'T REALISE THAT IM WALKING IN THAT DIRECTION WHEN IM TALKING TO DONG. but i didn't go into the toilet ok! booooooo. haha.

anyway, i wanna kill that mushroom. pangsehed me 2 times and today is suppoed to be my privileged day to niao her for all i want. but she niao-ed me back. nvm, i hope she "nosebleed" till she got no more blood, so cannot niao me anymore. (:

hoho! today A level results was out. there are people who cried and people who are happy with their results. no matter what, this is what it is. there can't be any changes anymore. so while there is still time to do something about your results, please give it your best shot. (: don't ever regret for not studying hard enough.
quite sad that we cannot make it on time to see the seniors take their results. but me and fengyi went to the board outside GO and see people getting many distinctions.

hai. next year, around this time will be my turn. or shall i say our turns.

i have the sudden urge to blog now, although i'm supposed to be printing out the content page for my econs file and start packing my disastrous file. :x
today is interesting, well at least to me ok.

firstly, i just want to say that
good job 18/07! you guys played really really well. :D and you guys are the players whom i'm proud of. that's because all of you has this word in mind -- integrity. (: although we did not make it to the finals or even the top three, as long as we know who is the real winner. surprisely, many people came to tell me things like our class really played well and i totally agree! the most important thing is that, we played by the rules and we had fun! so the rest doesn't really matter anymore, does it?
so 3 cheers for 18/07! i'm so not gonna rant anything here. YAY.

okay, off to pack my econs file!! :(

i have decided to blog once a week! since i only come online once every week. :D
but i seriously dont know what to blog, except that i just finished watching dou niu on youtube and i love this week's episode! very sweet. (:

submission for sc nomination ended today and tomorrow is going to be the first GM. shall not comment further on that. but kind of sad because this shows that sc term is going to end like real soon. from now onwards, it will be all about nomination, camp and mardi gras. i guess that's about it.

anyway! going to the career exhibition tomorrow with beloved class. :D yayness. i want to see what career im interested in the future so that hopefully, i will be motivated to work towards it!
oh anyway, quite scary because terrorist is on the run! he once attempted to bomb yishun mrt station and who knows what he will do this time. so people, better be careful if you are going out, esp going to some crowded place. but yes, im going to crowded place tmr! omg. ): hahah!
CHOY! nothing will happen.

hee. i shall go sleep now. maybe can dream a bit to escape from my boring life. ):
BTW, IT'S LEAP YEAR! although nothing really special happened today. oh i wanna watch leap year! seems like a nice movie. ok, nights!