yawn yawn yawn...............................................
was feeling quite tired after the charity concert in school. probably is because of those mass dances.

nevertheless, i must do my best for grad night. :D so here i am doing the powerpoint slides, come out with new system for the vote counting, looking through action plan and do necessary changes on the slides.
really hope that grad night is successful! yes, and our head is sick. so better help him as much as i can so that he can rest.

tomorrow is the last grad night meeting we have! will really really miss grad night comm after grad night.

anyway, i have been sleeping a lot lately.
i should stop that, seriously. (:

hais, and people do change. don't they?
some people change for the better, some change for the worse.
well, i guess i have changed since i came to JC too.
i became lazier. ( this is the most obvious one )
HAHA! this is bad.

AHHH! dou niu yao bu yao is nice! :D REALLY.
and shit. there are only 2 episode and i can't wait for the third one alr. cus HE JUN XIANG and HEBE in love with each other!
yes, i find happiness in watching people getting in love with each other. HAHAHA!!

oh damn,
i forgot to say that my havanias( or whatever you spell it ) got stolen at SC chalet. AHHH! i only wore it for one week.

that person will suffer from eternal itchiness after wearing my shoes. ( i mean provided he was the one who stole them as well ). KILL THE SHOE THEIF!

another day wasted. ):):):
yah lah, no point putting all the sad faces.

what's wrong with me?
i have been telling myself to work hard but i'm seriously not doing it.
ok, sorry to talk about studies. *ZIP* :|

yayness. next week no piano lesson. just nice because i can't attend due to that marathon thing. just by giving out bottles, we have free adidas shirt and get paid. such a cool thing. :D
me and mr. head did action plan today. ): what a LONG action plan. so many details to be considered and our brains almost exploded. yes, almost.

sl and val went to join us at starbucks. alright, quite productive actually.

OH YAY.
i'm going swimming and badminton with my dear piggy friend on tues! and after that i have grad night meeting with mr head with the entertainment company. (:
my long awaited healthy lifestyle is waiting for me! YESSSS! now, i can eat and eat without feeling guilty. eh well, i never feel guilt before anyway.

and today i only ate one warm chocolate cake from starbucks. i think im suffering from some gastric. i felt like vomitting on the way home. ): so i came home and faster settle my dinner and felt better after that. what a weak stomach i have.

tmr is a long day! busy day! happy day! exciting day! ok whatever. im sleeping now. :D save energy for tmr. BYE

i watched enchanted yesterday! (:
yayness. i can't remember watching a movie after it started showing shortly. maybe i was busy. or maybe because i can't find anyone to watch movie with me, until the last minute? i don't know. so, like i have said, i decided to watch movie alone next time when i couldn't find anyone to watch with me. :D pretty fun i guess.

ok, back to enchanted. it was quite a great show. i mean funny, lovey dovey and so magical.
have a true love,
followed by a true love kiss,
and live happily ever after.
this is the most wonderful thing in the world! agree?
no no, im not trying to be love sick here. in fact, im not!
this was just what i learnt from the movie. haha!

after movie, i went to eay new york new york. my first time eating! quite nice though. anyway, im supposed to go home straight after meeting but i ended up reached home at 11pm. hoho.
that is why, i am so guai today. staying at home on a bright sunny saturday! :D doing APGP. wow.

i realised my fingers are a little retarded. maybe i shouldn't play piano. i couldn't run like fingers you know. they just stuck and all the keys went down together, overlapping each other. and for dont know what reason, i just could not get the pieces right. ):
and, im NOT gonna take piano exam next year. i cannot afford to. but i got a feeling that my teacher is going to ask me to. ahh. *screams*

this is kind of random. yesterday i was like telling my mum to cut off my phoneline. cus i find it quite useless to take a phone. :x i don't know why. i mean my phone is in good use only when i go out. but, im not going out that often anymore. so dont have to waste money paying for subsciption fee!

i actually reflected what have i done in this year 2007.
i realised that i didnt make good use of my time. you know its like pretty sad to get such a lousy grade and yes, thats because i have not put in any effort. ): so many things to catch up. why didnt i play hard study hard as well. oh no. IM REMORSED! )):)):)):

boo! i'm finally back from SLC! :D
still remember i was telling mummy that i was super scared of all the activities and insects. and i told her that i will be super happy when i'm on the way back to singapore. haha. but it turned out otherwise. SLC was FUN!!

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this day was the first day of SLC. actually it cannot be counted as SLC though. it should be LC instead. leaders from various school came to tj and we had some talks and games. blah blah. i was still feeling sick. ): stupid fever didnt subside despite me being a super good girl. i take my med regularly ok. (:
congress ended at around 5 and those who were going for SLC went to bathe and prepare and all. yes, and i finally decided that i'm going to SLC!:D oh, me yuen junmin and yulan are the in same group. COOLBEANS!

SLC started off by playing some games for icebreakers. we boarded the bus at around 0900pm and off we go to malaysia! stop several times along the way for toilet breaks and allow us to get some food so that we can eat while travelling. reach malaysia at around 0600 plus i supposed?

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woohoo! today for coolbeans, the activity is caving! :DD i was stil very very scared because i thought that there will be lots and lots of insects climbing up my feet once we were in the cave. haaha. stupid me right. so i decided to put lots and lots of insect repellent. :x yays. and off we go into the cave. it wasnt as scary as i thought. and the cave is super spacious. there are stairs around and we climb like mad from one place to another. the uncle who was guiding us was super cute. he was trying his best to show us different formation caused by err. i dont know what is it called. well, those who learn geog should know. i failed geog all the way since sec 2. so pardon me!! :DD everything went fine, slow and steady. until we reach a place where we must slide down the sand. gosh, it freaked me out at first. but people started sliding and i was thinking i have to do it as well right. yep so i went down. it was ok just that my palms were burning due to friction as we have to use our hands to support ourselves while sliding down. ): i was so happy that i slided down. and u know what, the uncle said that we have to drop into a hole to the part of the cave where there is river. gosh. well we did it in the end because there wasnt any other route! water level in the cave was ok, so only our legs were wet. we walked and walked, the cave got darker, road get narrower and rougher bacause of the stones. we came to a point whereby we have to crawl through a narrow space. it looked scary but it wasnt. finally, we saw LIGHT!! omg, all of us were so relieved. we took photos and stuff. the uncle said, " ok, let's go back to our starting point." i stunned. OKKK!! so we got to go through everything again. but this time we use a different route. there is no climbing and sliding, just alot of CRAWLING. many many blue blacks appeared on my knees. but lucky thing is that i wore long pants. woosh. ohohoh, and there is this wind tunnel. very nice! the wind is super cooling and it due to some pressure. i dont know what. just very cool. (:
nothing much after caving. we just pitched our tent and do our stuff.

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omg, the tent is full of insects and sand. well, but we still slept throughout the whole night. woke up at around 6 plus, washed up and had our breakfast.
today shall be abseiling and white water rafting! :D:D:D

first we went for abseiling. it was quite fun though but i didnt really like abseiling. ok im sorry! cus many people think abseiling was fun. haha. we have to climb all the way up to the top of the waterfall and then abseil down. i tried my best when it was my turn but i kept falling. there are so many bruises on my feet now. ): my shoes were very slippery and so i could not support myself. furthermore the waterfall made it even more difficult for me. so i slipped many times along the way. haha. but okok la. was really happy when i came down. :D

ok, i have to say that rafting was super fun!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
5 of us were in a raft with an instructor. he is very very nice. :) at first everyting was ok, water was calm and all. we set off after listening to instructions and safety precaution. we paddle forward and then there came the rapid. it wasnt really strong and i did lock my legs. BUT I FELL! hahaha. i dropped into the water, the part where there was rapid. i struggled abit and let myself float. and i saw someone throwing safety line at me. so i grabbed and tried to swim towards the raft. but the current was too strong. so i was being swept away. haha. but i finally managed to climbed back into my raft and we continued our journey. oh yar, stupid bryan and his instruction tried pulling me off my raft. wah, luckily i didnt fall again ok! my group members wanted the boat to capsize. boo, i had already drank enough water. ): well, but capsizing was quite fun. i held on to someone else so as to prevent myself from sweeping down AGAIN!! oh and we did body rafting. wah!! the stupid stones were so near us. and i didnt know so i stretched my legs and hit the stone. the blueblack is super big ok. pain like crazy. yay we finally reached the shore which is our campsite.!

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today is the last day of SLC. woke up at 6 plus as usual and started packing our stuff, had our breakfast and took a lorry to the caving area. oh yah, travelling in the lorry was super fun. hahaa. we were all standing in the lorry. its like riding in roller coaster. :x
we took a bus down for hot spring. ok, i was like very stupid la. i jumped around in the hot spring and knocked my knee against a big rock. so, my knee now has a very big cut. haha. qianying was like laughing at me. she said that people get cuts from all those activities and you got cut because u are relaxing in the hot spring!! *&@^#*&@$ OK IM SORRY! hahahaha. i didnt buy many stuff back to singapore because apparently, shopping trip was cancelled. so sad. reached singapore at around 9 plus. yay. the moment i reached home, bathe and SLEEP! the feeling of my bed is sooooooo comfy! :D

really never regret going for slc. FUN! :D

ok, off i go for gong zhu xiao mei!

SLC IS COMING IN ABOUT TWO DAYS TIME!!!
well, i'm making a big fuss out of it here. but i seriously scared of insects and i can't emphasize more than that. )): i will still go for it though, cus i cannot pangseh many of my friends, especially yuen. cus we said that we will be going together in the first place. :D haha. so, i decided to apply a huge huge massive amount of tiger bum to repel all the insects! :D:D

went for gm in the morning then went to beach road with qy, fred, sweeliang, jason and chi huat(err, if i never spell wrongly). bought those stuff that are needed for SLC. on the way there, me qy and fred bought pearl milk tea from the dont know where BBT shop. it's at the place where we waited for 195 to reach beach road. omg people, pls pls don't ever buy PEARL MILK TEA from that stall. yucks! i almost puke. :x don't even know what kind of milk or tea they used. it's so super wierd that i suspect it may be goat milk or some tiger milk. i don't know!!!!!!!

oh, i saw triee and dong at queenstown too! haha. they were also there buying their slc stuff. looks like everyone started to prepare for slc. that stupid jason, he kept talking about LEECHES all the way, after knowing that im super duper scared of those insects. gosh. he kept going on with rattlesnake, watersnake, worms and everything. i almost withdraw again. well, i spent like more than 100 bucks for all the stuff. )): and i bought havanas for water game and all ok. so i actually reach home at around 10 plus. haha. i was telling mummy that i'm super scared, and daddy just insists that i should go because IM TOO TIMID! rahhs! D:
i'm just afraid of all the activities and insects and i want my comfy bed and delicious home cooked food, air conditioned room and all the vcds. haha. ok, i sound super pampered here i know. anyway, the conclusion here is, i decided to go! claps. :DD shall endure these 4 days and gain an unforgettable memory. :D oh, i was so stupid. jason was saying that LEECHES SCARED OF HAVANAS SHOES. so when havanas shoe step in, leeches will all avoid. and because i was like super scared of leeches, i actually felt relieved after what he said although i do realised that it is sooooo illogical.
omg, so i actually became abnormal because of insects. -.-

hello, im back!
OH YES! OP FINALLY OVER OVER OVER!!
i'm so super super happy. well, although its kind of wierd that there is no more pw, no more weekly meetings and stuff. but the feeling was really great. anyway, i think i'm really nervious at the beginning, because i screwed up. instead of saying GOOD MORNING, i said good AFTERNOON. i went, " good afterr.., eh no, good MORNING...." argh. ok, but after that everything was fine. Q&A shocked me quite abit. but i tried my best to answer and got over with it. :D

went for swensen after that! haha. it's a one for one ice-cream kind of thing and i ate banana split AGAIN! like what i always do when i go for swensen ice-cream. haha.

but was feeling really really tired on that day, so went home after that. oh anyway, that day was the first day i realised how close some people in our class are. (:


today is deepavali. well, nothing much for me though, just rotted at home and didnt do anything meaningful. ):
anyway, i have decided to be independent. i found that being over-dependent is a disadvantage for yourself. haha. that's quite sad. and i am determined to overcome my luchi-ness. so that i can go EVERYWHERE by myself! :D i can watch more movies by mrself. go shopping by myself! haha. quite saddening though, when u ask a friend out a number of times but still failed in the end. but u see her going out with other friends.
haha, i think im an evil friend. :x yesyes, i will learn to be angelic. :D