i'm very tired. yeah, very. i don't know. i feel so helpless and unmotivated to study for promos. i feel so out suddenly. i feel everything is not right. i feel that things are not going the way i want it to be. yep, i don't expect everything ti be right of cus. but i just want it to be better. slightly better. (:

im struggling.
studies are going down down down for me. not enough time and too many things to study. lectures have not ended and every topics that have been taught, teaching and going to teach will all be tested. how am i to finish? goodness.
yep, promos will be another failure for me. but, how am i going to survive without dropping to 4h2. looks like i can't take a h3 sub. and thats sad. really. ):

i feel so out. i thought it wasn't suppose to be like that. i thought everything was fine. now i understand why. its your choice. its the kind of thinking u have, i will accept it. (:

i have beem a fool anyway and i will continue to be a fool. shall never care anything. im so tired.