i'm so stressed up. i feel that everything is not going to work out eventually.
2 weeks left and what have i actually studied? nothing.
mid year is really going to kill me. i don't want to flung it, i really don't want. but i can't seem to get the right study mood.
tomorrow is piano exam. oh man, i can't get the scales and pieces right still. my aural and sight reading is even worse.
hai. why can't they understand? i told them about me don't feel like taking piano exam( which obviously i will still take ) and he scolded me, saying that im so different from any other teenagers who can manage their time well and all. well, maybe i'm really different, i can't deny that i'm in a bad situation now. lol. hais..

sponsor comm are going to find sponsorships later. i wanted to go along but i don't know if i can. i still need to practice my piano for tomorrow. oh god, kill me pls!