argh! im sick!! :(
such a good time to get sick, so i won't be able to continue with my intensive study plan and fail jct! oh no oh no. maths is killing me.. or rather im killing maths. i have been touching on other subs except for maths. omg, what am i doing? lol.

oh yes! i finally got the taste of chocolate fondue!! HAHA! so happy can. but the sad thing is, once i reach home i got SICK. my usual sore throat and that never subsided fever. gosh.. BUT, im still glad that i ate fondue! wahahaha.

i seriously need some time management because i have been spending my holidays without knowing what i actually did! :(
but, i manage to figure out a little.
1st week: i spend my morning in schools attending lectures and tutorials. afternoon... err. err. :x
2nd week: go out shopping for 2 days. the rest of the 5 days...
third week: STUDY!! :D:D
forth week: STUDY MORE!

i'm so stressed up. i feel that everything is not going to work out eventually.
2 weeks left and what have i actually studied? nothing.
mid year is really going to kill me. i don't want to flung it, i really don't want. but i can't seem to get the right study mood.
tomorrow is piano exam. oh man, i can't get the scales and pieces right still. my aural and sight reading is even worse.
hai. why can't they understand? i told them about me don't feel like taking piano exam( which obviously i will still take ) and he scolded me, saying that im so different from any other teenagers who can manage their time well and all. well, maybe i'm really different, i can't deny that i'm in a bad situation now. lol. hais..

sponsor comm are going to find sponsorships later. i wanted to go along but i don't know if i can. i still need to practice my piano for tomorrow. oh god, kill me pls!

ahhh! i'm very sad )): i lost my bracelet on the second day after i bought it. omg lar.. so sad ok. hais.. i think i drop it somewhere in marina square, because i was wearing it while shopping for clothes and i didn't realise that it was no longer on my hand until i reached home. dumb me.)): yes, i guess i will buy another one tmr. i hope still have that design.

piano lesson was.. well, went to do project after piano lesson. parkway library is pretty conducive and quiet! there wasn't many people either. yays. i like it there! ((:
me qy and yl started talking a lot a lot of other irrelevant stuff for super long. all of us did not have the mood to do pw lar.. we were like so super tired and WE JUST FEEL LIKE GOING SHOPPING AND BUY A LOT OF CLOTHES!! oh man, ADDICTION!

yesterday was the handover day! :D:D
i met fred at around 645 and we made our way to habour front cus we had to reach there at 730. we saw jimmy on the way, so we took the train together. haha. i bet he couldn't stand me and fred's lameness lar. :x sorry.
we saw a whole bunch of thirty-first gathered in the mrt station and i think that stupid operator was like so unhappy with us gathering there. jinzhi was eating, yes, but she wrapped up immediately when she realised that she is not suppose to eat in mrt right. YET, that stupid operator fined her for 30 bucks ok. wth can!!

we went sentosa, siloso beach there and started our taskssssssss.
first,
we were seperated into 2 groups and was suppose to roll down into the "sea", used our mouth to take in one mouth of seawater and rolled up again to the starting point and spit the seawater into the 1.5 litre of bottle. oh man, it was so damn giddy and i was practically eating sand the whole time!! haha. our group lost! )): so the other group poured the water in their bottle and our bottle on us as punishment! oh gosh. haha
second,
we played wrestling in the sea! haha. it was quite funny and i actually fought with fred lar. oh man, and i think i was quite violent :x haahah!! our group lost AGAIN!!
third,
we had to cross th bridge to the other side of the beach without touching the bridge. poor guys had to sacriface their shirts and let us step across it. and we girls, had to help them wash after that. yepp. our group LOST AGAIN!
forth,
we played netball in the sea! hahaha. i was so super tyco that i scored 3 balls in a row lar. but we STILL LOST in the end by one point. oh no, our group is always the losing team! HAHA.

after that, we went to have lunch and went back to school. more tasks.......
we were supposed to find 42 lockers' door norbs around the school and it took us afew hours. then we had to do push up in front of the podium, spelling temasek junior college thrity-first student's council, under the super hot sun and super hot ground!! but we made it through! ((:. lastly, we had to find the important things in the various committees and also the key to the gate.

and we finally got our council room! ((: yayness to thirty first! tmr is cleaning up day!((:

i have been counting..

oh my god. today i only practice 2 hours of piano, which is pretty bad. i woke up and has been pulled to have breakfast with my dear daddy. reached home like one hour later and i started to slack. i stared at my piano for quite some time, thinking how would i feel if i really fail the exam. yes, i am mentally prepared! well.. hais. yuen called and i have to meet her to get some things done. yep, and so i decided to take a picture of my lovely piano as compensation! ((:

pretty!

oh well well, supposed to look for stuff but end up buying my own. and not to mention that my shoe broke halfway!! oh no, poor me have to spend like additional $$ on shoes and i'm like super broke now la pls. hais.. and i bought a bracelet that i longed for. (:

yes, i have to buy it myself! :x hahaha!

yays,

i look ugly, but just post la! HAHA

yesyes, sleeping now!

oh yes! i finally manage to wake up early, like 1030? as usual, my dad can't stop ranting. ((: no matter what time i wake up, he sure has something to say. ok, sorry for being heavy sleeper(whatever u call it).
rahhs. i had to start practicing my piano because, it's really lousy. my aural is totally cannot make it, not even the simplest one. maybe i'm tone deaf, which i have obviously not realised till now. just maybe )): and and and i cant sightsee the notes, just like i cant sight read. how bad is that? hais..
my lecture notes are just beside me, and my piano is right in front of me, and here i am ranting and ranting. my mind is all about shrek 3 and shopping. oh no, something is wrong.
i told myself to off the lappy at 5, and whats the time now?
530 oh gosh.
oh and i just realised that my blog is super empty, with not a single link at all. im just too lazy to get people's link down. this is so unhealthy. okok, i promise to get it done soon.
i'm like super emo, with no particular reason. or maybe there are? AHHH!

rahhs! i feel so so so piggish. i slept till 12 this morningafternoon lar. )): supposed to wake up early and practice my oh-so-ever-lousy piano scales and pieces. but.... yah. :x opps.

oh oh oh! i must must declare that i just bought TAMAGOCHI!(or whatever u spell it) i feel so kiddish but i really feel like bring kiddish once more. ): hai. no more stress and problems. oh anw! this new tmgc is damn cool(i think), there is infared. you can actually run to your friends' TMCG and pay a visit; go shopping; give your friends presents; study; work; give birth. aiyar! A LOT la. i was happily playing it on the bus for super long before i realised that people are actually staring at me :x lol!
oh anyway, i dont know if i should go for the celebration on friday cus i have something on. yep. and.. haha. oks ((:

i dont know what's wrong with my dad. he has been nagging non stop lately, and he can scold and scold over just a small little teeny weeny stuff. yes, my poor mum has to endure every single thing, while me, just stare at my laptop and don't bother at all. ((: the words he used is NOT vulgar but not very polite. yes, and i'm still tolerating. :D

i'm veryyyyy hungry now. argh )):

and i'll start missing you..

yes! i'm like so happy now because i just bought my camera yesterday! yays. :D:D i have been longing for one since last year and my mum finally agreed. the IT fair was super crowded lah (as expected though) and people squeeze like there's no tmr. )): poor qianying had to squeeze around with me just to find my cam. HAHA! thanks girl. ((: the great singapore sales is obviously killing me. soooo many clothes selling at a discount price la and stupid me for not bringing enough $$ to buy yesterday. boo. my mum is obviously not bringing me out to shop anymore, since she had just spent on my camera. hais!!

so i have decided to stay home today and be a super good girl, hoping that she will bring me out )): oh well. anyway, i have to grief over my super lousy scales and pieces. my internal piano exam is like NEXT WEEK?
me: die la. i think i will fail my piano exam lar.. *sad face* )):
piano teacher: *laughed and NODDED HIS HEAD* practice more lor.

AHH! i also know must practice moreeeeeeeeee. but time won't allow me to do so; JCT won't allow me to do so. *stone*
ok, back to my long lost friend -- TUTORIALS!! yays. ((: byebye