super tired! i just finish minutes for grad night meeting. this is just gonna be a random post cus im super blur now. anw grad night comm ROCKS! yays. ((:
oh. tmr is dance concert and im going alone!! can u believe it?!?!? hahaha. no la. i mean im meeting my friend there. but im going there alone. NUS and i dont know where, plus im super LU CHI. good luck man. ok i want to slp. byebye.

holidays are here!! yessss! i have been waiting for this to come :D lalala. i need SLEEP, seriously. ohoh, bio SPA is 2 days away and all i do is sitting in front of my laptop and slack -.- no doubt im like super scared, but i cant bring myself to study. gosh.

oh no, my holiday is gonna be a busy one too. ((: i bet there will be like so many things coming up. heh. alright la.. i don't want to spend my time rotting too, since i won't study much anyway. boo.

i hate myself for thinking so much, and everything turns out to be nothing at all. hais. dumb me.

im so looking forward to tues! JTS :D haha. ok, im gonna sleep now and be a good girl. waking up early tmr for school and all.
oh and, i just realised that i have cool parents -- mum has been playing game boy for hours and dad is playing bricks just now, and now he is playing solitare on my com. hoho. im sleeping! WHEE

prelude was tremendous ((: although unhappiness did occur, but it was really good. stage band went on smoothly, and we really enjoyed playing all those pieces. most importantly, i could see my dear dear friends. ((: really miss them a lot a lot. yay.

ok, the week past by like a breeze. i totally gave up on my work that week. i had no idea what tutors are going through and i know that im in dead meat. haha. well, wednesday was 31st Students' Council Investiture. ((: we are now council and no longer elects. (: special thanks to the 30th for guiding us throughout. Peizhi, who will always be there whenever me and yuen are stress over band and council. ahhhh! i really cant wait to work with the thirty first. cheerios! :D

thurs was sports carnival and im the referee for tug-o-war. council came in FIRST! hooray! WAHAHA :D:D i seriously became darkER after standing in the sun for HOURS. yepp! the thirty first stayed back today for wheelchair event the next day! we went for night walk, watched step up and she is the man, though i was knocked out halfway :x

today went for bowling! me and kari had a super hard time finding our way through kovan. we first went to hougang interchange cus it was stated hougang superbowl. BUT it is in kovan and in some ulu place la. so we actually spent like 1 hour searching for it and finally ((: but it was damn paiseh cause everyone has started their traning and stuff. so, me and kari had to spilt up and the feeling was damn wierd. luckily, my group consist of a bunch of friendly people! :D

somehow, i feel detached, so detached. i don't know why. i don't seem to clique with anyone there. the feeling was so unsure, but it seems to be filled certainty now. the decision im going to make is clear in my head. i know what i want. i don't think i make a difference anyway. i begin to care less, to think less, and be more sure of the things around. its sad, yes it is. im not suppose to feel this way after so much (according to many) but i just feel this way. yes, don't ask me why. it just had been too many incidents. :]

oh yes. i didn't have the time to update my poor blog and here i am blogging at 1am, when im suppose to sleep and prepare for school tomorrow. oh well.. just ended stage band like one hour ago. yeah, friday 11.o5.o7. the day when we went on stage, present the best we can, and get what we deserve. so is what we deserve just gold?
" Band number 14, temasek junior college, GOLD. " no more. it ended there and just there. where are the two words that we had been aiming went? we sang the chorale, with our hearts. we played our pieces with feelings. so, is music just about notes?
" oh my god, very very nice!! "
" woah! GOOD JOB! "
" wah, u know just now when u all sing ah, i cried la. so touching! "
" really really, u all played well "
" hey, my friend said u all played very very well "
the words i heard, the moment the last note landed so beautifully. am i expecting more after hearing all these?
yes, music is subjective. we can only be contented with what we have. life still has to move on.
yay. concert at VCH on saturday 19.o5.o7 at 730! ((:

7 more days to syf.. jiayou people! ((: although our section still needs a lot of improvments and a lot of practices, but im sure we can do it. simply because we have each other. ((: this is so super important.

test and test and test are coming up and yeah, im dying. i cant take SPA with my classmates and im joining other class. this is gonna be so wierd but what can i do. i owe this to them. haa.

tmr will be exco election for council, and i couldn't make it due to band practice. its okay anyway, since i dont plan to run for any exco post. jiayou people! ((: speaking of council, the camp was tough but was really fun and meaningful. i have learnt a lot of things that i have never felt it before. yepp. we ran the 31st (3.1km) together. CLAPS! ((: and i ran 3.1km without stopping and without feeling tired ok! though to some people, this might be an easy distance but to me is hell no. :x haha. so im proud of myself. nono, i must say that all thanks to the elects. they cheer and motivate each other along the wsy. u know that we are all in this together. things become not as difficult as u think it is. ((:

ok, i shall have more sleep and stop falling sick. if not people might think otherwise. hurr. stupid.