woo! tmr is council camp! ((: its the most important aspect in the whole nomination period. im stuck again.. because clashes occers again! )): oh well oh well. ahh. i'm gonna carry that big big bag of mine around tmr. hahaa. will look so dumb but no choice..
i hope i can survive on mon after all the camps and exchange prog etc. hoho! :D i better go sleep now to regain my precious energy! TATA!

im getting panda eyes;
im getting sick;
im getting fustrated;
im getting emotional;
im getting lost;
im getting mental block.

OH NO! i need a break seriously.

wednesday 18.o4.o7
ive made it ((:
my campaigning partner, yuen, has made it too! ((:
thanks for the votes people! :D

today was really really scary. everyone was settling down under lt1, making cranes and waiting for the time to come. when it was around 4, all of us put on our ties and got ready to receive the results. we were asked to close our eyes and balloons containing result slip were given to us. then, we were asked to burst it to see our results.

cheer up my fellow friends! all of our friendship will not end here. ((:

saturday 21.o4.o7
i was queueing at the side gate there cus i have forgotten that i can actually just sign in without queueing up. as usual, i was treated as invisible.
oh well, its ok. im getting used to it.. really. like what they always say, "you will get used to it". but its not the thing about getting used to it, its about whether i want to accept this fact.
i don't know. today the seniors talked to us. it really got me into thinking. yah.. its not the result, its the people and friends u made that really keep u there. oh well.. is it the case now? i dont feel it.

i'm so super duper tired!! )): just finish practicing piano. did not have the time to practice much during weekdays and now it's so last minute. oh my god. i practically have no time for my work. haha. today band takes up almost all my time and tmr there are 2 meetings. i'm so dead and no one can save me!! boohoo!

with that little time left today, i manage to clear my bio practical homework and maths tutorials. :D yay! but i have to do A LOT of bridging for my chem, cause it's really really cannot make it for nuts. i don't know what happen, but well.. my mole concept is in a mess. this affects my practical, which leads to a mess in the calculation part. i don't even understand a single thing in redox and and and and and chemical bonding is like hurhur. organic chem also!! OH DIE! ok, i shall go bang wall :D

Yayness! This hectic week is finally coming to an end. ((: Yes, i did my formal introduction. Though it wasn't amazing, perfect, super entertaining, but one thing i want to say is that i have tried before giving up.

Ahhhh! Anyway, workloads are still piling up and i have test today! )): I think i had screwed my bio test big time, due to the fact that i did not have the time to freaking study. Oh no..

Anyway, i am stress. It's not because of the workload and the busy schdule. i don't know.. people tend to be selfish at times, and they would always want what they want and expect them. But do they ever think in other people's shoe? What they really want? We are all facing stress at the same time. Your priority does not equal to someone elses as well. So, why not let people have the right to prioritize their things?
We feel so unimportant, honestly.

HOHO! Its 10 now! byeee!

STRESS
BUSY
TIRED
HECTIC
FEAR
EXCITMENT
UNPREDICTABLE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OH MY GOD!!! i just slept through my good friday! )):
it's suppose to be GOOD friday and now it has become BAD! oh no.. i slept till like so late. started eating after i wake up.. felt so hungry. blah blah. oh anw, i must change my blogskin! it's so plain and dull..

anyway, I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE!! )): i can't stand not watching movie for so long. everyday is homework and homework, WALLS are always around me. i want movie!! though it's the my last priority. ok la, i shant rant anymore. NITESSSSSs

oh no! next tuesday will be the syf day for dunman band and i want to skip school so that i can watch them!!! ahhhh. but i don't know what excuse i can give. )): obviously i can't say that i need to go for syf performance cause i'm not the one performing! boohoo. oh well oh well...

i'm going to fail my econs test today. i did not have enough time to write down all the points i have. damn. hai )): so stress. don't even have the time to study and run through everything. feel so lag behind but there is nothing i can do. time is just not enough for me, always. i hope i will get everything settled by the june holiday so that i can focus on my JCT. haha.

i'm so so so so so tired. )): mentally and physically. hai.. jiayou jiayou. no doubt that jc life is ultra tough, but its fun!! ((: wheeeee. hang on there! tomorrow can sleep for all i want. LALALA