should i run or should i not?
should i join or should i not?
should i quit or should i not?

hais.. im in a dilemma. any kind souls out there to help me?!
oh man oh man.
my workloads are getting heavier and heavier. all thanks to my laziness. heh. ((:

woosh! today is the FIP party!! ((: well, though i didnt really get to enjoy with the rest in the hall, with all the activities and stuff, but im glad that it is claimed as successful! we did mass dance on the stage and slack here and there, but we still did our duties ok!

oh well, friends are leaving but nevertheless new friends are coming in. but im still sad! hais. espcially pretty close friends who are leaving. )):
why am i so emo these few days?! hmm. hais. i was feeling quite upset after reading some stuff. though i know that its not that big deal, or at least, im trying very hard not to see it as a big deal. still, i can't lie to myself. though i know that its reasonable and there is nothing wrong with that, but i just can't help it. so, whats wrong with me?!

hoho! i've made a korkor. quite dumb acually cause i never like such stuff. hahas. but because many people were like saying we look alike, then just crap out such stuff. haha. no worries, he's a nice guy.

so what shall i do? stop me from being like this. i know it will just be disappointment. ((:

oh man. im seriously sick. wth!! chinese new year is coming and what happened to my throat. :( oh well, yesterday was kind of a bad day for me. hahahah. firstly, i was having chem test and i practically cannot do anything. my chem has suddenly become my worst subject in jc. -.- then when i was about to start doing the test, i found a wallet in my bag. wth. i didnt even notice and when i open up, it was actually my friend's wallet and i had no idea how it "jumped" into my bag. someone is out to sabo me!! :x hahaha.

bio lecture.
hurrr. stupid la. was learning cell division. so, the lecturer was asking my ct to call a student to answer the ques. next thing i heard was my name. AHHH! :x i couldnt answer cus i wasnt listening. then that lecturer kept asking, "who is jiayi. hurry. who is jiayi" then of cus i had no choice but to raise my hand. i tried saying that i have NO VOICE. so i couldnt answer his ques. then he was like, "find an amplifier". duhh, i also know, but i dont know the answer la. in the end, my ct "saved" me by calling my another friend. then came the next ques. AND THAT LECTURER DONT WANT TO LET ME OFF! he said, "jiayi, this time i won't let u off. you still dont know my dark side yet. ha ha ha." -.-!! lucky this time i can ans, if not malu myself infront of everyone. argh. he always ended the lesson by saying "may the force be with u" so lame lah!! that lecturer is damn funny and lame. he said MEIOSIS = MEI YOU SIS ( no sister) -.- and things like. why must everyone say GONG xi fa cai during chinese new year when GONG is referring to man. and MU is female. so why female also must say GONG xi fa cai. OH MY GOD!!

happy birthday to me! ((:
thanks all for all the presents! its really really sweet and i seriously appreciate it a lot a lot. haha.

yes, today is my birthday, as well as the day o level results are finally released. i couldn't stop thinking since last night, and i practically sleep only like 2 hours, due to extreme anxiety. haha. yay. now can relax already cus everything has passed.

and and i got 8!! with 7 a1s and 2 b3s(eek) haha. but still quite happy with my results. tj here i come!! ((:

oh well, another week past just like that. ok, this week was kind of a hectic week because there were 2 lecture tests and a lot a lot of dance practice. well, lecture tests were horrible!! i am going to fail my econs test for sure alright and my bio test as well. " compartmentalization and division of labour are important roles played in the eukaryotic cell. justify this statement" what the hell is that?! -.- yes, fail. dance practices were fun! we learnt dhoom, S club and retarded. wheeee. but both my legs are aching now! hurr.

anyway, its more or less confirm that results are going to be out on the 9th of feb. wah, such a familiar date. AHHHH! how can that beeeeeeeeeee. this is so going to be my extremely happy or sad birthday ok. i dont know whether i should feel more scared than others, cause this is really a special day to me. ): so special that really make me scared. may all the luck be with me. wa ha ha ha. please please let me have the chance to plan for orientation 2. ): *praying real hard. just 9 or 10. PLEASE!!