hectic. hectic. hectic.
this three words are so common, yet so true. oh my god. jc life is really hectic.. there are tonnes of work, research, presentations and etc. evidences to support my statement are the followings:
. lecture notes for 2 weeks is equal to the amount of notes we receive after a term in secondary school.
. there are even lecture tests on essay questions and multiple choices during this 6 weeks.
. need to attend chinese lesson after taking o level results even though we took hmt in sec sch.
. lectures go like bullet train.
. weekly current affair test.
. CIP and PDP and SCIP
a lot and a lot and a lot...
ok, i may not have time to update as often from now on, but i will try my very best. cus darren simply miss my updates ( as shown in tagboard) :x

ahhh. should i join band? im so stress in there. everyone is a very good player and i really feel that i cant catch up to their standard. hais.. i dont know how.. i love band, i love clarinet, i love music, but the stress is holding me back.

i dont want to run for a post for the sake of running. i dont want to run for a post just to make sure that i can stay in tj cus that will be so selfish for those people who really have the passion to run for this orientation. i dont want to run for a post just because i want to show people im competent. this is meaningless. i rather serve before lead, to know how this system going to run. yes, i dont mind being a back stage runner.
i heard from someone that, a person who wants to lead badly, might not be someone who has a leadership quality. he or she might be afraid that others cant see what they can do. ): it may be true to a certain extent.