oh man oh man. i'm in dead shit.. i'm pretty sure that MOE is against me, due to some unknown reaons -- i didnt get my scholarship till now!! gosh, like what the hell man. hai. today will be the last day of 2oo6! alright, im kind of sad and miss the whole year. its a busy, stress, happening, fun year i guess. time flies, and all of us had completed o levels and moving on to junior college. this year past so fast, that i can barely remember the events that happened. its just so vague.. yeah, im happy that i had gotten into tjc! yep, my dream school. but the future is still left unfolded.

oh.. anw, i just realised that pple are going to go into another jc that is not being posted to secretly. its so.. what la. i mean, there are somethings that we do not have to be so persistent about. but, its human. woo. the worse thing is not reveal yet. well, im not going to.
please understand, do not put people down, just because u want to be the best among all. its despicable. (:

byebye 2oo6! hello 2oo7! (:

oh yay. yesterday finally got my organizer!! and guess what, i spent like 20 bucks on it alright. haha.. if i dont use it this year, i'm going to kill myself for sure. (: oh anw, went to swo concert yesterday. alright man, they were not bad. passion of the crist was not a bad song either. wah, kari and i even bought candy flower for kejian. lol.. oh, was thinking of joining co, but was afraid that the songs are too cheena. you know? it will be a bore. haihai.

i won't ever believe whatever u said from now on. and i mean it. i respected u. someone who understands people's welfare. i appreciate your care for my eng and love your card which encouraged me. i simply won't forget the countless consultation u had with us. but, its just too much. yea. u told me that the guys were selfish and they didnt apologise, didnt u? then, it followed by the issue of changing your number and not letting the guys know so that they can't contact u and u were not going to either. though i found it ridiculous, but it still does make that little impact in me. well, the next thing i knew, was that u msg them several times despite them igonoring u. or should i say HIM. oh well, buying him a 500++ bucks ipod video is certainly a way of not caring him. cool man. kind of a unique way. buying the others shirt and ties and belts and whatever is like wow. don't ever say that u are broke. cus u know i don't care. how about the work that u are suppose to ask give it to us - go your and do filing? oh, ur mind is filled with the guys and u simply forgotten about it all. im not pervous. but i can't help but to think that u are just BIASED. dont ever say about who u relate better to. cus i know that the guys are simply not someone that is good to relate to. whatever.

awww!! i went to pierce the second ear hole today! hooray! =x haha.. wanted it quite long ago but afraid that dad will find out. but today i dont care already, so i just went to pierce. hahas. went to vs in the morning. that matthew. always late, and i mean ALWAYS. i waited for him for 45 min. ok, dont mind that. the prob is he didnt even like contact me or anything and i just kept waiting and waiting.. till i couldnt stand it and called his hp. HE DIDNT PICK UP! hurr. i called his house instead. hahas. reached vs and helped with the recording for awhile before i need to rush off. so sorry kejian. but because i already promise kari and ade, so i cannot leave them out the last min. =( hmm.. then went to cine with ade to kbox again. i think im gonna fall sick soon because my larynx is aching. woohoo.
today, without fail, she asked me to help her with the binding. ok, not that i dont want to help but i cant either. there is no way because im not going to those shops and i felt that im not obliged to help. its kind of irritating. that puzzle aunty called and said that the puzzle is done, she was sooo happy. may i ask if she will be as happy if we get jasmin's present done? oh no. im BAD.

i'm so freaking bored today! read up some gp stuff and i'm bored again.. hahas. i tried downloading the audition game but it took so long to dl a teeny bit. the worst part is, it got stuck somewhere and close the window automatically. everything had to start all over again. damn it. ahh! haha.. ok, and just now my friend asked me to go to vs to play in an ensemble because one of the clarinetist just pangseh him. hais. i'm so scared. ok, say that im lousy and have no confident. be it because i admit that i am. boo. ): depressed alright.

oh anw anw, i've been thinking that is karine a nice name. hee. i feel like using it in jc, telling people that this is my name. haha. quite cool right! hahaa. =x=x

ok, im so pissed. fine, im not pissed but im disappointed. firstly, i told u before that i dont like u talking about him cus i feel that u treat him more important and that we dont like it. u said that it was because of us, thus u unintentionally get closer to him. ok, this is a chicken and egg matter and i shall not argue. i do not know who, is the one who started it first. well, probably both parties were at fault. but then again, u knew that i dont like u talking about him , dont u? if its so, then why u always wants to talk about him in front of me. i look ok, i look alright because i know u just want to share ur life with me. but i dont always take in all these shit u know. alright, forget about all these. his birthday, and u gonna like celebrate with him and buy him a 100 bucks present. nvm about all these.. but cant u be more sensitive by not asking me to help u do his present?! come on. he is nobody to me. here u are treating him like so important and saying that we are your close fren at the same time. contridicting yea? i have no time for all these either. no time. i dont give a shit to daniel. (: im sorry, but i dont.

no more shows to watch! ): and im bored. hai

awww. fiesta is finally over. kind of sad because all of us have been practicing so hard and it also meant that some of them may leave tj already! ): hmm.. personally, i feel that the concert was great but not superb. despite that, it indeed was very fun and enjoyable! get to know a lot of nice people there, very good players and fun-loving people. haha..
after the fiesta, went to have supper with adeline, matt and songyi. then took a bus home after that. kind of tired now, so i think i will just snuggle in bed tonight. wahha! tomorrow is going to be a day for me to SLACK! yay!!

ahhh! i just finished watching at the dolphine bay. quite nice though.. but that sickening vcd has some prob.. i only manage to watch half way. @&*$@ hmm, later will be fiesta! (: haha.. i just hope that everything will go well. hais.. although i'm feeling somewhat.. err. i don't know. i just feel different which i dont wish to. boo
i don't understand why she must lie. is it so difficult to tell my friend that u all are not going on seperate ways? if it is, then do not even mention about it. if this is serious, then do not even organise it. i just feel that everything are just lies. are they really that important that u have to even lie and sacriface for all these. how about the things that u have promised us? u are not even keen on carrying out at all. forget it.

ok, i have decided to start on a new blog. dont wish to continue with that previous blog which was dead long ago. i have already started on my third set of vcd - at the dolphine bay. quite nice though. anw, i got posted to tjc! haha. (: so happy. i even dreamt of it last night. so dumb =x lol!